PrInCeSs ZhU zHu MeMoRiEs

2005-07-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Today 4 periods of D&T leh.. Haix.. Cher almost shouted.. He was so fed up.. Mr Zairo talked to Chin Hwang bout life.. Hahax.. Bout whose gonna take care of him whn he is sick.. Hahax.. Den was kinda fun today nor.. After Chem remedial.. Went toilet.. Played wif water.. Hahax.. Den whole uniform wet nor.. Hahax.. Went TPY... Xin nida buy paint brush.. Me nida buy art paper.. Hahax.. Den we played around... Hahax.. Dotx.. I go kick Xiu's bag.. Hahax.. Den she end up.. taking my bag and let go.. Hahax!!! So uber fun nor!!! Hahax.. Ytd played hockey.. Normal nor.. Hahax.. Took pictures again =P.. I tink i nid rebonding at the end of the yr again... Its in a mess.. Haix.. Still nida call the rest of dem.. Haix..

Hahax.. in class.. After D&T..

Dunno whn de.. Hahax.. dotx..

Wif specs nor.. But i wanna go make new ones le!! Heex!!!

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2005-07-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

Haix.. nv blog for so so long le.. Dotx.. Hahax.. Very tired leh.. Dotx.. Im suppose to work on Sunday morning also.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Den got farewell dinner for Uncle on sunday evening.. Cos he leaving le.. Haix.. Sad.. Anywaex.. Nth much happen nor.. I today accidentally deleted all my pictures!!! Fuck!! So fed up.. nw only got 1 pic inside my fone.. Haix.. So sianx.. Anywaex.. Ng Peck Suan sux!! She only noe hw to scold.. Dunno hw to teach.. fuck tat cb!!!!

Yea.. I noe.. Looks like shit.. Haix.. Dotx.. Nth to do mah.. During SC lesson.. In sc lab!!! Hahax..

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2005-07-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

So tired.. Reached home not long ago.. Jus finish bathing.. Very tired.. Haix.. Today started my first day at work.. As a lifeguard.. Dotx.. Quite interesting nor.. Dotx.. Tis morning.. Mit dear.. Den i went back.. Feeling very stresed up.. Cos i nv worked b4 nor.. Dotx.. Hahax.. Haix.. Den i went home.. Forgot to take keys frm him.. I gt freaking fed up.. Haix.. Dotx.. Also dunno nor.. Haix.. Den he got dwn the bus and came back again.. Haix.. Nw to tink bout it.. I feel so sad nor.. Haix.. Dotx.. Den i went to work.. Saw Kim Yong kor kor.. & kor kor nor.. I kinda very tensed up.. Den my face was totally black nor.. Dotx.. Haix.. Worked.. Saw lotsa ppl nor.. Quite nice nor.. Dotx.. Heex.. I see alot of ppl come and go nor.. Den at the end of the day.. The pay is still wat i wanna see the most.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Sianx.. Good nor.. Happy mah.. Haix.. Tired le.. Tmr dear working..Sad.. Haix.. Muackies.. Orh Orh..

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2005-07-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Sianx.. Today very sickening.. Dotx.. Haix.. Very bad day... Nw kinda in a bad mood.. Haix.. I dunno lah.. Very super bad mood.. Today go to sch.. Xiu like in bad mood.. So kept quiet.. Den go for singsparation.. Dotx.. Den after tat.. 1 period taken for racial harmony day den go back to class.. 1 more period for reflection.. Idiot.. Dotx.. Den left wif 2 periods for D&T.. Den finish already den go back to class.. Xiu okie already nor.. Dotx.. Den we go eat nor.. Dotx.. Den everything nor.. Until Ms Ng's class.. Kaox.. Jus asking her properly.. Dotx.. Sianx.. Hahax.. Den she say me very childish.. Whn i told her tat i got questions missing frm my physics paper.. Den she say me childish.. She say i very childish.. Den she say I fail or dun study.. Its my prob.. Its nt her prob.. Dotx.. I also dun bother bout her anymore nor.. Dotx.. Haix.. Den eat in sch.. Dotx.. Den nth liaox nor.. Go for physics remedial.. Idiot de nor.. Very fan.. Dunno nor.. Sianx..

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2005-07-20T17:54:00.000+08:00

Sianx.. Jus finish bathing.. hahax... Today RCC let us 0ff early wor.. Good.. Heex.. Hmm.. Ytd nth much happened.. Dotx.. I took foto nor.. Den nw im asking.. Wear specs looks better or without.. Tell me leh.. Dotx.. Hahax..

Dere.. Me wif specs.. Dotx.. Hahax..

Anywaex.. Sianx leh.. Today during PE.. Played Hockey.. Super fun nor.. Heex.. Dotx.. I accidentally hit Xiu and Shaik.. Heex.. But really fun nor.. After PE.. Eng.. Mrs Kann nv come up.. Cos she nt feeling well den tat stupid Ms Kaur.. Stand outside the bloody class and stare nor... Idiot de.. Crap her!!! During D&T, principal, Mr Lim and HOD of art Mrs Ng.. Came in.. Dotx.. Dey observed the class nor.. Den Mrs Ng.. Came to ask us things nor.. Dotx.. Hahax.. Today during physics.. Ms Ng.. Like PMS like tat.. Came in.. Den start shouting around.. Idiot.. So sianx.. Had 2 periods of Maths.. Very sianx.. I got frustrated and very tired nor.. Hahax.. Cos today PE mah.. Went outside to eat... Den go for RCC's remedial.. His eng remedial quite fun mah.. Dotx.. Most of the boys go watch Wet Dreams 2.. Hahax.. Very funny.. Some of dem cnt go in =P.. Heex.. But its alrite nor.. Its normal nor.. Dotx.. Quite okie lah.. The show quite interesting.. But Mrs Goh said sth tat perked me up.. Got holiday on next Sunday, Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday.. Hahax!! So uber happy!! Dotx.. Ytd the MT cher say.. If i get a D7 for my MT.. I cn dun re-take my MT Os le.. Dotx.. Cos i cnt pass my MT mah.. I dun understand.. Its so difficult nor.. Haix.. Xiu ask me to re-take.. Try my luck again.. So i jus hope i cn even pass for my Os.. Haix.. Crap!! Anywaex.. nth much le.. Later go mum mum.. Heex..

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2005-07-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

Kaox!! Today tis morning.. I took a bus to sch.. Cos mummy had a headache!! Fuck de nor.. Dotx.. Den reach sch.. Xiu and me walked to sch..A was waiting at the shelter dere for us!! Fuck de.. Den she cnt stop talking nor.. Idiot she say purposely wait for us.. Idiot.. During assembly.. She cnt stop talking.. Xiu cnt b bothered.. Fuck!!! Den we went back to class.. She started talking.. Den cut short.. Erwin daddy got sick.. Went home.. Xuan sick.. Went hm after class.. Den A during SS & Eng.. She started blabbing bout wat she did like the homework! Pls nor.. Noone cn b bothered!!! Xiu wore the red specs and took foto wif it.. hahax.. Den after eating lunch in sch wif Xiu & Xin.. We felt like eating sth frm the market tat side nor.. So went to the stuff room to borrow umbrella.. Den walk to tat side lah.. Mrs Kann & Mr Lian asked us to buy coffee and bread.. Hahax.. Sadly.. No bread for Mr Lian.. Hahax.. Den we ate our "snacks" in class.. Hahax.. Dotx.. It was fun!!

Xiu wif her red specs.. In chem lab.. Hahax.. Doing experiment..!!

In class nor.. Hahax.. So super toot!!

Xiu eating Xin's food =P.. Heex..

Xin eating her food.. Hahax.. Such a glutton =P..

Anywaex.. Den after tat.. Got maths remedial.. Dotx!! Hahax.. I got kinda restless.. Started walking around in class.. Mrs Goh had to call me back to my seat.. Hahax.. Very well done!! Hahax.. After maths remedial.. Went to TPY.. Cos Xiu wanna drink corn soup.. Hahax.. Dotx!! Den went to Mos.. After tat.. Went popular.. Saw Denise.. Hahax.. Pretty nor.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Very nice.. Went home.. My nougats arrived le!! Hahax..!! So freaking happy.. 2 weeks to travel frm Aust to Sing!! Hahax.. Dotx.. Hmm.. Took some photos of Chanel inside the box.. Very super cute.. Hahax.. Nw i dunno why.. I prefer kiping everything to my own world.. Hahax.. Im very tired le.. I dun wanna go on anymore.. Sianx.. Haix..

Chanel.. Uber cute rite!! Heex..

Ready for export le.. Hahax.. Dotx..

Nth much le.. Bye bye..

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2005-07-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

Heex.. Today neh.. Nth much nor.. At around 1145am like tat.. Dear reach my hse.. Xiu sms-ed me whether i wanna go out nt.. Den we say wanna watch Wet Dreams 2.. But bought the tickets ytd nite nor.. Den today Teck and Xiu wanna watch den me & dear went dwn.. taking a cap nor..

Heex.. Me & dear in the cab.. Dotx.. Hahax..

Hahax.. Tis time its me!! Dotx..

Okie.. Den we go buy the tickets nor.. Lucky cn get next to each other.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Den me & dear went to eat KFC.. Hahax.. Getting fatter i noe.. I will nt wanna b like Christina.. Dotx.. Hahax.. Must exercise!!! Dotx.. Okie.. Den Xiu wore her new red specs.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Dear said i look like the KPO auntie!! Dotx.. Okie.. i admit its ugly.. But its jus kinda interesting though.. Hahax.. Dotx..

Hahax.. Luks like rite..Hahax..

Luks really like Ji Po Ju Le Bu de auntie nor.. hahax..

But after all its still fun.. The show was kinda alrite.. Hahax.. Its still funny.. Den me & Xiu decided to MIA (Missing In Action) for a while.. The guys got kinda angry.. Den we went to take a bus to eat nor.. Teck ate.. Den we went to take a bus.. Took bus 88.. Went TPY.. Hahax.. Bought Seventeen!! Dear buy de.. Cos im practically broke like fuck nor!! So after all its alrite nor.. Me saw a pair of specs.. Uber nice nor!!! Its really nice... Its like $148 like tat or more nor.. Den i told mummy bout it over dinner.. She said.. Whn got money den buy.. Dotx.. Craziness!! Hmmph.. Suan le.. But me still wan tat specs!!! Me also wanna make contacts.. Anywaex.. At tpy.. Xiu waited for 3 buses to move.. B4 she cn even get onto "her" double-decked bus.. Hahax.. It was fun nor.. Sianx.. Tmr got sch again.. Haix.. Stressed up again nor.. Blessed!!

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2005-07-16T18:11:00.000+08:00

So sianx.. Me nw at home.. alone.. Why? Cos he nida go dunno where.. and Xiu go out wif her parents.. She asked me to go de.. But i say dun wan.. Cos dun wanna interrupt u noe.. Sianx.. Dotx.. Hahax.. Im jus feeling kinda fed up in a way.. Dotx.. Tis morning Xiu come.. We went to eat mac.. Rained.. Den after tat.. at aroudn 11++am.. We went to sch to play tennis.. Like shit like tat wor.. hahax... Dotx.. cos we dunno hw to play.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Anywaex.. It was fun.. We took fotos.. Hahax.. Xiu hit 1 of the tennis ball outta the court.. onto the highway!! Lucky there was no car!!! Or nt will cause accident!! Hahax..!!! Great!! We went to orchard.. to mit her kor kor.. Dotx.. Normal nor.. Dotx.. Den after tat.. We went to take neoprint after the kor kor left nor.. Quite nice.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Below are some photots tat we took today.. Heex..

Me & Xiu going for tennis game.. Hahax.. Dotx..

Hahax.. Me!! Wearing cap.. Weird hor.. Cos Xiu wanna wear cap mah.. Dotx.. Hahax..

Me & Xiu wif our caps.. hahax.. Tat cap we buy for her as bday pressie de!! Hahax..

Me agn nor.. Hahax.. Dotx..

Our neoprint!! Heex.. Xiu decorated till halfway.. Heex..

Hw shock cn we get =P.. Heex.. Dotx.. I designed tis!! Heex..

Heex.. Me designed tis.. But got no time.. Hahax.. Cnt finish decorating..

Heex.. We look kinda weird though.. Hahax!!!

2005-07-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

Heex.. My phone bills come le.. Kakax.. $205.. Heex.. Dotx.. Kakax.. Mummy nv say anything much nor.. Dotx.. Me wanna make specs neh.. Today got O lvl Listening Comprehension.. Dotx.. Quite okie nor.. Dotx.. I scared i fail leh.. Haix.. Dotx.. If got at least a C6.. I also happy.. Dotx.. I hope so nor.. Dotx.. Haix.. Den jus nw after my listening comprehension i go do my project nor.. Kaka.. Heex.. Dotx.. Kakax.. I almost finish my stupid project le.. Yay!!! But den i hafta chiong my folio mah.. Dotx.. Idiot!!! Haix.. Sianx.. I hope tat i cn finish all my work on time nor.. Dotx.. Nth much le..

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2005-07-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

Nt in the mood again... Haix.. dunno wat to blog.. only like tat.. wat cn i do.. nth.. Suan le.. no mood.. Bye..

2005-07-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

Dotx.. Haix.. today arh.. Almost late for sch nor.. Hahax.. Xiu came to sch.. Okie de nor.. Dotx.. She still sick nor.. sad.. Must take more medicine.. Gal!!! Haix.. Today normal nor.. Jus nw went to AMK.. Ju Ming & Xiu nor.. Bluff me leh!! Idiot!! Cos we at 7-eleven.. Den i was looking for Mango Tea.. Wat i saw was Ice Lemon Tea.. Den Ju Ming said.. Dere!! Got mango tea mah.. Den i was like where.. where.. Den Xiu also say dere got mango tea mah.. Dotx!! Den i really stupid to believe dem!! =P.. Heex.. Den we went to Popular.. Wanted to look for the D&T book.. But dun haf.. Den ask tat guy to check nor.. Den he told me tat Bishan & TPY has got 18 copies of it.. but dunno now nor.. Heex.. Den go home already nor.. My earpiece spoiled!!! Crap.. i pull den the whole thing tat connects into the fone thingy.. dropped!!! Crap!!! Suan le.. Anywaex.. I really dun like A le.. Haix.. Dunno why.. Its jus tat today she complain of being giddy.. Den its jus tat she seems so alrite nor!! Haix... Suan le.. me also dunno.. wateva.. I dun gif a damn bout anything anymore.. Today RCC's class.. first time.. Hahax.. dotx.. Me, Xin & Xiu was late.. Hahax.. Cos we go buy cake.. and food for Xuan.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Somemore me cut my lips.. Dotx.. cos the foil super sharp nor.. Hahax.. RCC's class normal nor.. Funny also nor.. But the AVT super hot.. Really like Suana!! Dunno why they hired the service man.. Idiot de nor.. Hahax.. He let us off early.. Tmr got D&T 4 periods!! Haix!!! Crappy..

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-BaByPrInCeSsBeRbEr- _XxDePrEsSxX_

2005-07-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

Im feeling very empty nw...Whereas i still rmb Audrey.. She won first prize.. but only $164++ nia.. Such a bitch.. I've got hatred in myself.. I rather been tis way nw..Im really at a lost already.. Im jus giving up.. Jus leave me alone.. FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!!! FUCK IT!!! IM IN A FUCKING WORLD... JUS LEAVE ME ALONE!!! FUCK!!!

2005-07-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. been really bz lately.. cos of extra lessons.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Last week.. Thurs & Fri nv go to sch nor.. Dotx.. Mei mei cried.. So sad.. haix.. Mei dun cry le okie.. Me here for u mah.. Dotx.. Went out wif Xiu on Friday.. Cos bad mood mah.. Hahax.. Had some fun though.. Sunday went to watch horror movie.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Six.. Thai show.. quite interesting though.. Sianx.. Dotx.. Monday arh.. Ytd.. went to sch as usual nor.. Xiu got throat infection.. Her throat pain like hell nor.. Sad.. Haix!!! Den we went to J8 wif Ju Ming.. Hahax.. We got neoprints!! Heex.. Fun man!!! Hahax.. Somemore its Ju Ming's first time.. hahax.. Den today neh.. Woke up wif a bad mood nor.. Haix.. Xiu nv come.. i sit alone.. She carried on chattering.. I was kinda pissed by tat.. I jus totally ask her to go away and forget me.. Delete my contact.. Sry.. i noe it doesnt cure.. but i jus say it.. Anywaex.. seeing him happy wif his dear is good though.. Hahax.. he luvs her.. She luvs him.. Dotx.. Me sad nor.. Dunno why.. Probably PMS ba.. But most slightly is nt.. Dotx.. I jus feel kinda empty now.. Very stressed.. Anywaex.. Back to the topic.. Sch was stupid.. Mrs Lee.. kinda pissed me off in a way.. Lotsa ppl pissed me off.. Hahax.. Dunno why.. probably cos im jus nt in a good mood.. Haix!!! Crap!!! Anywaex.. nw.. Me at home.. I've gt a zit(pimple) !!! Gosh!! Im so freaking stress!!! Im tired.. Im so exhausted le.. Im afraid tat i cnt even carry on anymore.. Im sorry everyone Im really sorry.. Haix.. Im jus really breaking dwn nor.. Haix.. Gosh.. I jus wish i leaped off the building.. & end everything.. Haix.. Im so freaking depress!!! Argh!!! I wanna kill myself!!! Forget it.. Suan le.. Bye bye..

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2005-07-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

Today.. nv go to sch.. Cos sick mah.. haix.. Suan le.. Me pass my BM lifesaving!! Hahax.. Happy nor.. Haix.. today mei mei so sad.. See her like tat also sad.. Dunno wat to do wor.. Haix.. Im going crazy day by day.. Got lotsa medicine to take.. Den nth much le nor.. Im jus afraid tat i will go crazy 1 day.. Really mentally disturbed or practically break dwn.. & nt come up anymore.. Haix.. anywaex.. im still gonna try my best.. I believe tat my frenx and dear will b dere for me!!! Jia you!!!

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr _DePrEsSed_

2005-07-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

Haix.. today.. very Fed up.. Dunno why.. Crap.. Haix.. Went to class.. Normal nor... Kinda restless.. I tink depression is getting the best of me le.. haix.. Im getting worst.. I get so irritated i practically scolded everyone.. Suan le.. YX and Xuan quarrelled.. Den Xuan wanna let the whole world noes tat she wanna tio YX.. Crap nor.. haix.. Dotx.. Suan le.. Den argh!!! So fed up now!!! I wanna die nw!!! I WANNA DIE!!!!!

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr _DePrEsSeD_

2005-07-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

Woah.. Today youth day wor.. Hahax.. Dotx.. woke up at around 7am like tat nor.. Find tat the sky was dark.. and it rained cats and dogs at around 7.15am like tat.. At 7.45am.. Woke up and bathe nor.. Hahax.. Reach sch at 8.30am sharp wor.. Hahax.. Did my project.. Dotx.. Was kinda alrite mah.. Dotx.. Den after i buffer.. Zairo went missing wor.. Dotx.. Dunno why.. Hahax.. Den i waited for 1 hr!! I smsed wif Xiu.. Heex.. Den after 1 hr.. me called mummy.. Ask mummy to come and fetch me.. Heex.. Den Zairo came back.. Idiot.. Den me do some shamferring.. Den leave nor.. After tat.. Me & mummy went for lunch.. Dotx.. Heex.. Den go home.. Bathe and change.. Den go shopping.. Heex.. Had fun.. Xiu joined us later.. Heex.. Mummy bought for me 1 Pierre Cardin wallet, 1 wallet shop de shirt.. and tats all i suppose.. Hahax.. After tat.. Me & Xiu went to walk nor.. Den after tat we went to Bugis.. say wanna buy baggies nor.. Heex.. Den end up we did.. I bought the pink reversible sling bag.. Brand Zinc.. also dunno whether true or nt.. $32 wor.. Dotx.. Haix.. Sianx.. The wallet already cost $72.. So ex like tat rite.. Hahax.. No choice.. But mummy willing to buy nor.. Dotx.. So nth much nor.. Heex.. Nite Nite.. slp le..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr [[-.-"]]

2005-07-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Tmr Youth Day.. Like others.. Actually nt nid to go sch.. ACTUALLY!!!! But got D&T project.. who ask me lah.. for the sake of my D&T project.. end up like tis nor.. Haix.. sianx.. Really kinda scared and stress.. Im pressurise by mummy to pass my lifesaving.. or nt very disappointing for her like tat.. haix.. I very scared nor.. Wed hafta go back to TPY to take my theory.. I wanna pass.. Den cn at least take up jobs.. As for my studies.. I wanna study and get into the course tat i wan.. Haix.. i wanna go desigining.. In NYP or TP.. Haix.. I also dunno.. I jus wish everything would get thru my brain.. & at least lemme get into either 1 of the polys and lemme take my course tat i like... I dun really wanna go ITE.. though i cn go.. But like wat most ppl say.. why go dere whn u cn actually study.. Haix.. I tink already also correct... Im realli kinda confuse.. & its official i guess.. tat im getting into depression.. Xiu gave me a research page.. ask me take magnesium.. She say she cn get it for me whn we go to the Sc Lab.. Hahax!! I tink i really will b the one whose dying first.. Hahax! Anywaex.. today nth much nor.. Dear got sick.. ytd bought cap for Xiu.. U better accept it though!! hahax..!! Or nt i will b the one whose feeding u magnesium!! Test on u first.. den i take.. see will die first or nt =P.. hahax.. Me went for theory.. Stupid instructor.. got hysterical.. Ass... He kinda got fed up with the class and irritated wif us.. i too got irritated wif him.. So i gave him attitude.. Its the least i cn do though.. Hahax.. I was irritated and fed up.. Idiot de nor.. But afterall it was alrite nor.. Dotx.. Jus nw jus went out of the hse after putting the bag at home.. Cos mummy lah.. scolded me cos i forgot to take the keys out of dear's bag lah.. idiot de nor.. forgot den she scold me.. say i ask her buy for me bag for wat.. buy so many end up nv use.. Idiot nor.. U wear slipper and shorts.. U take handbag arh.. Crazy rite.. Stupid.. So i went all the way to AMK jus to take the keys.. By rite im suppose to accompany him to see doc.. But den he nv bring IC.. so went back nor.. So i went to take my keys den go home nor.. hope his alrite though.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Anywaex.. Thankies everyone.. Luv ya.. Muackies.. Sianx.. tmr nida go for D&T.. haix!!! [[^.-]]

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr [[-.-]]

2005-06-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

M i going into depression? I also dunno.. I dun wish to noe as well... Dun really like erm.. *her*.. I mean she borrow fone frm me.. she will see my sent items.. I dun like tat.. Haix.. Suan le.. I've been feeling sucidal these few days.. Dunno why.. Haix.. Anywaex.. today in sch nth much nor.. Its jus tat i really got crazy.. Im nt myself anymore.. I've been very crazy.. I start to actually back out frm all around.. I dunno wats going on le.. Haix.. i jus wish im dead cn already.. I also dunno nor.. haix.. I jus wanan cry everything out.. I dun wanna noe anymore things.. Im really falling apart le!! Haix.. I cnt fail my exams!!! Or nt i really m gonna jump off the bloody building.. I dun wanna retake!!! I dun wan!!! Haix.. Wat m i suppose to do.. I tmr still taking BM de theory and CPR..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-29T18:46:00.000+08:00

At tis point of time.. Im lost.. I dunno wat to do.. I jus wanna cry everything out.. Dun ask me why.. Cos i will nt say it as well.. I jus wish im dead nw.. I wanna die tis very sec.. I've stopped cutting le.. But i tink le.. its probably true.. Im nt feeling anything anymore.. I dun wanna noe le.. I really dunno.. Cn i jus break dwn..NOW!! I WANNA CRY IT OUT!!! IM GOING CRAZY!!!! I jus wanna die.. Everything seems to sink to the bottom of the ocean already.. I think im gonna make tis rest of the journey.. Alone.. By myself.. Dun believe in me anymore.. it will only disappoint u.. I noe im nt making it through.. Im nt responding much anymore.. I jus wanna die.. To end the pain.. Its jus driving me up the wall!!! I wanna drop dead nw!!!! Tis very moment.. Pls.. i beg of u.. lemme die rite nw.. God..!!! Jus take my bloody life away.. Im nt feeling anything anymore!!! Pls i beg of u..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

School reopen le!!! hahax.. Will b very bz le wor.. School was kinda alrite ba.. Dotx.. Hahax.. Tmr my bday wor.. Heex.. Excited.. Heex.. Dotx.. Heex... Had fun in school.. The new sch quite big ba.. until cn get lost.. hahax.. Crap rite.. Heex.. dotx.. Den we played nor.. Cos during eng.. Mrs Kann nv come nor.. So we got 2 periods free.. Heex.. nice though.. Hahax.. I wanted to do some work.. End up slp until like wat nor.. Hahax.. nth much.. prepare for tmr.. Heex..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Haix.. a short blog ba.. Ytd went to study.. went to drink coffee.. den Teck and Xiu fall out nor.. haix.. both of dem nt together again.. Dotx.. Dunno wat to do ba.. Dotx.. Today leh.. whole day stay at home.. I do my Compo.. i finished 2.. hahax.. Dotx.. Crazy.. Anywaex.. nth much.. ate lotsa things today.. dotx.. He scolded me due to my dumbness and blurness.. Dotx.. Argh!!! Forget it.. nite nite..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

Dotx.. Monday so fast wor.. Haix.. Next week sch reopen le.. So freaking sianx nor.. Haix.. Anywaex.. today was kinda exciting though.. Dotx.. Met dra at around 1pm.. in Bugis.. We took neoprints, meet Alicia, went to eat at Mos Burger.. Den met Alicia's bf nor.. Dra went to cut hair.. accompanied her.. Den Alicia went to fetch her bf.. frm the bus stop.. cos he took a bus to the hair salon tat side nor.. Dotx.. They ate at Lavender.. We jus drank and actually ate chicken wings.. interesting though.. Hahax.. Went to PS.. Shop.. Den go back at around 6.30pm like tat.. Hahax.. Alicia went other places wif her bf nor.. Den me and Dra went to Kallang.. Dra meet her mum.. Me meet Vera nor.. But end up they late.. Jolene lost her EZ-link card.. Den end up late.. After tat.. she decided nt to go AMK wif us.. So me & Vera proceeded of cos... Den Jolene called.. crying.. expecting us to bring her along.. She wanna tag along.. everywhere.. Idiot de nor.. Say dun wan already.. Den still wanna go.. Fark de nor.. idiot... We went to eat.. Den go back nor.. Dear today very happy.. Cos he say tat me in good mood.. Sad.. Me growing fatter.. Fuck.. CB lah!!! I wanna grow slimmer.. Fuck!!! Tmr going Changi Airport to study.. Nite Nite..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Today Dear came to my hse at 8.05am like tat wor.. Heex.. Very good nor.. Cos he 1 day nv see me le.. Somemore me nv see him wor.. Hahax.. Lucky still got Xiu to pei me.. Heex.. Went to eat lunch.. Went somerset.. Heeren.. Heex.. Its fun nor.. Me bought the metal earrings.. hahax.. Cos the white earring broke ytd.. Crappy huh.. Anywaex.. We took a walk dwn to Far East.. Heex.. had fun.. Lotsa things to see.. Dear bought for me the cap.. hahax.. Its nice.. I luv it!!! I luv u dear!!! Heex.. Its my bday pressie.. Kaka.. Went for BM training.. Normal.. Tried ways to lift Jasmine.. Cos 1 person cnt help it.. Anywaex.. went to eat sushi.. heex.. Den come home.. install MS.. Den tried the cap.. Heex.. its nice.. but mummy say its too big.. cos its really too big.. Nvm.. Anywaex i like it.. and it comes in 1 size only.. hahax.. Luved it.. Thankies Dear.. muackies!!!

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Today.. went to rebond hair.. Dotx.. Hahax.. B4 tat.. Went to Suntec to buy tickets for the show Mr & Mrs Smith.. Idiot.. Cnt use Complimentary Passes.. So ended up forking my own money lah! Idiot de.. After tat went to mit Xiu.. Went for rebonding.. Luv my hair.. Wan it to b straight foreva.. if possible!!! Hahax.. Anywaex.. After tat.. Bought lunch back.. Went home.. change liaox.. lend Xiu my clothes.. Hahax.. Den we went shopping nor.. Bought the earrings.. But den nw break already!! Idiot!!! I tmr gonna buy metal de.. Haix.. Sianx.. Sad leh!! Its nice nor.. Anywaex.. The show is quite okie nor.. But i like the earrings.. I wan the billabong cap!!! its nice!!! Nite nite..

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BaBy&PrInCeSs^BeRbEr

2005-06-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

Friday morning le.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Wed.. went out wif Xiu & Xin nor.. We went blading.. hahax.. Cos of stupid me.. Hahax.. Me lah.. Say since got nth to do.. lets go blading.. Hahax.. Den end up really go blading nor.. hahax.. Xiu fell so many times.. i tink around 6 times nor.. Hahax.. Me fell tink 2 times nia.. hahax.. Wat does it show? Im better in blading.. Hahax.. Nah.. Jus kidding.. After blading went to Mac.. Drank water.. Thirsty.. Somemore the blade stinks like f***.. Idiot de nor.. Hahax.. Anywaex.. After drinking... Went to the arcade at the bowling dere.. Play DDR.. but b4 tat.. Played bike racing.. Fun though.. Den car racing.. Den shooting game.. Fun wor.. DDR.. hahax.. play until take off shoes.. Hahax.. Slippers should i say.. After tat.. Came over to my hse... Den they go back.. Me & Dear went to eat.. Today neh.. Nth.. Woke up at around 10am like tat.. Toked to boy boy & Dear.. Hahax.. Went to eat my favourite.. Fish Head Curry.. Ask dem make more spicy.. They make more sour.. idiot de leh.. Den the uncle say me.. Eat waste rice de.. Say it in Hokkien its Jia Liao B.. Idiot!!! Cos i ask mummy for money.. Idiot.. Ask me work wat sh** wor!! Whn im taking my Os tis yr.. idiot.. Hahax.. Den nth nor.. Bought KFC home.. After tat.. Dear check my ear.. Den he go dig leh.. Dotx.. Toopid rite.. Hahax.. Anywaex my ear hurts.. Heex.. Den discuss where to go for my bday.. Hmm.. Den nth much.. Kor kor bought durian.. Den me see the Baby-G Metal de.. Nice nor.. Heex.. I wanna buy neh.. Dunno mummy will buy for me nt.. See first nor.. Hahax.. But mummy say she will buy for me Billabong Sling bag for me le.. So its alrite lah.. hahax.. Nth much le.. Boy boy sick.. better dun let him wait too long.. Cos he say gonna wait till me finish blogging.. Nite Nite..

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2005-06-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

Heex.. Today went for Class Chalet.. so sianx nor.. haix.. At around 11.45am like tat reach Paya Lebar.. Den went to Qian's hse.. Daddy came dwn to open door.. for me., xin, ding Chang, Xiu and Kenny.. Den we go up to her hse nor.. heex.. Dotx.. Anywaex see dem together very wat nor.. its a class chalet.. but... suan le.. Den after marinating the chicken.. Took a cab.. pass by Xiu's hse to take the water cooler.. Den go dwn to Downtown East.. Den saw Ding.. We go look for the unit.. Den kip seeing dem stick together.. So haix.. nth to say nor.. Dotx.. Den daddy and Ding quarrelled cos of the money.. Den we go start the BBQ.. They like eveyrthing also dun haf.. den like we kip running around to buy things nor.. Buy liaox.. Den we BBQ the food.. Den they eat nor.. Den BBQ until half way started drizzling.. Dotx.. Den haix.. like tat we go out nor.. Den we go walk walk.. Den after tat went to cheers on the way back.. I bought Honey Dew Milk, Xiu bought the same thing.. Xin bought waterchestnut.. It was sour.. The waterchestnut was sour.. The milk was also sour.. Tats Xiu and Xin's de.. But mine was alrite.. Den Xiu's milk was sour.. Cos expired for 1 month le!!! Den somemore the waterchestnut is totally sour.. den we go complain the guy.. He took care of it.. he was suppose to pay us 10 cent back.. den he still made us pay the bloody thing..But we double checked wif him.. he finally realised he was in the wrong.. So he apologised.. Den nth nor.. Haix.. Tired after a long day.. Dotx.. Tmr i meeting Xiu at 9.30am at Paya Lebar.. Den go suntan.. Nite Nite..

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2005-06-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Dotx.. Jus came back frm the holiday very boring.. Stupid nor.. haix.. Very tired.. Very stupid.. haix.. Dunno wat to write.. Dotx.. nite nite..

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2005-06-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

Today arh.. Happy and sad nor.. Hmm.. today xin xin.. Dunno why like suddenly so moody nor.. Haix.. also dunno why.. Dotx.. Today went to Dentist appointment frm ytd de.. hahax.. Cos ytd went orchard.. hahax.. bought earrings.. Dotx.. Quite colourful but its nice though!!! Hahax.. Hmm.. today had History.. den got 2 table.. den i say join 1 more table.. Den Xin cn sit mah.. But she ended up seperating tat table.. Duno why.. gif attitude again nor.. Haix.. Xiu say too fed up wif her.. Sad.. also dunno lah.. haix.. Den while waiting for Xiu's dental appointment at 4.30pm.. Den Me & her came out wif lotsa stupid ideas.. like taking video.. hahax.. Very funny nor.. its fun nor.. heex.. Nth much le.. tired nite nite..

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2005-06-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today arh.. nth much to write anywaex.. Today nv go out nor.. Hahax.. so guai rite.. kaka.. Jus nw nor.. Went for swimming.. Finish le.. Went to Bugis den mummy lah.. say cn buy the water bottle den she dun buy.. Hmmph.. Den ask her to buy bag.. she also dun wanna buy.. idiot de leh!! So freaking farked up!! Argh.. i dun feel like coming home anymore.. I hafta see tat farking bitch and mummy.. Idiot!! haix.. nth much lah.. Nite nite..

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2005-06-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today Sat.. still hafta go to sch wor.. Stupid rite?! Hahax.. Dotx.. today got flag day.. Teens Challenge.. Reach sch at 8am.. Quite punctual wor.. hahax.. Dotx.. Den assemble at Weasley Hall.. Den after tat.. After tat.. me & Xiu + Xuan go MRT station.. Xin go wif Kai Sheng.. Den at the MRT station.. Xuan went to mit her fren nor.. Den me & Xiu went to mit dear in City Hall nor.. Heex.. We went dwn to Funan.. Saw quite alot of ppl nor.. heex.. Den we went to eat mac.. heex.. Eat liaox den go do the donations.. not bad.. Hahax.. My mood was kinda good de.. until 1 lady wif her frenx wanted to donate nor.. Den she say tat she got no small change.. So her frenx dig for coins.. Den i was laughing wif Xiu.. Den tat lady say wats so funny Den walk away.. i mean pls nor.. i nv even ask her for money den she dunno scolded wat lah.. haix.. i was kinda pissed off nor.. Haix.. I wouldnt care much le.. Den after tat.. We went to eat Fried Kway Tiao again.. hahax.. my favourite =P.. heex.. Den they came to my hse till around 6.30pm like tat nor.. den after tat.. me went to look for mummy.. We went to Jurong to eat.. Den we go Giants.. heex.. so nw den come back nor.. kinda tired.. Haix.. Sianx.. nite nite.. nth to update le.. nite nite..

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2005-06-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

I dunno.. everything seems clear le.. Anywaex.. lets tok bout my day today first ba.. Hahax.. Today hmm.. reach sch at around 10.15am like tat.. cos today at 8am - 10am got no lessons.. Except for Xiu.. She got F&N nor.. Haix.. sad.. Den whn i reach sch tat time.. She wasnt even released yet!!! Crap rite.. Tat stupid Leong dun wanna let her leave lah.. Idiot de.. So me and Xin went to class.. decided to bluff Leong.. Den Xin say chi dao le chi dao le.. den me say.. Cher ! Mr Chia waiting dwnstairs already leh.. Still teaching.. Den she finally let thm leave.. Hahax.. Had lesson wif Mr Chia.. Quite fun though.. Hahax.. He very funny nor.. Like his lessons.. Quite interesting.. heex.. Anywaex after Richard Chia's class I went to collect my project.. but end up cnt get in.. Why? Cos the chers are nt around.. The office refuse to pass me the keys to open the lock upstairs to take my project.. Haix.. Den mummy called.. Teck also called.. Ask me to pass him the Nero Express disc.. So i called mummy to get it at home nor.. he blah at me.. Hahax.. Cos me dun wanna bring it in my bag mah.. Den we went to eat lunch.. Den fetch kor kor to work.. Go back to sch to ake my project.. Mummy drive all the way to the technical block.. Den Shao Yee kip looking non stop.. Dunno wats wrong wif him.. Take the project already den go home nor.. I was toking to Shayne Didi bout looks.. Im kinda fed up.. Wif Rick.. If he likes to comments on hw pretty a gal is or so & so.. I cnt b bothered anymore.. love me for who i m.. If ur nt happy bout hw i look.. Den go on and look for other gals.. Dun tell me bout hw pretty r they.. Cos im aint listening.. Im nv going through all these.. Even i haf to shatter my hrt.. to stop listening all these comments.. I will.. Go on and tell someone who doesnt haf feelings.. Im a human!!! I haf got feelings.. U noe hw to tell me hw i hurt u.. I dun tell u hw u hurt me.. U noe mah?! U DUN FARKING NOE BOUT HW I EXACTLY FEEL!!! Jus cos i dun express hw i feel doesnt mean tat i dun feel anything at all..!!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! THINK!!! Ur nt the only 1 who gets hurt.. I GET HURT AS WELL.. Forget it.. i dun bother much anymore.. Go on.. Tell someone tat.. I tell u.. Since u luv to comment hw great ppl look.. GO ON!! FIND TAT FARKING GAL OUT.. I CNT B BOTHERED ANYMORE!!! GET OUTTA MY FARKING LIFE & COMMENT!!! Im nt taking anymore of these.. Cos im getting into depression already.. Its bad enough to haf a stupid exam tat i hafta study.. Ya i noe.. UR AN ADULT.. where as wat.. IM STILL A FARKING LITTLE KID.. So wat?! I luv the way i m!! IM too childish for u? Okie.. Go find a gal.. WHOSE PRETTIER, MORE MATURE AND MUCH BETTER DEN ME!!! Dun come after me anymore.. Im nt gonna b someone u luv..

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2005-06-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today.. I nv go to sch wor.. hahax.. Den sch called mummy.. and guess wat?! Mummy say tat she dunno where m i?!?!?! Nw the thing is tat i tink im gonna get a freaking scolding frm Ms Lim.. Today i nv go to sch.. I went for swimming training.. Idiot rite.. So the sch called mummy.. crappy man.. Today got BM training.. Haix.. Den i go nor.. Everyone was dere.. quite fun but irritating.. cos they dun wanna listen.. Den after the swimming.. Wen Ling, Jasmine and Yan Ping came to my hse.. After i changed, and tied my hair, we went out nor.. Went to Somerset to take neoprints nor.. hahax.. Den after tat i went to find dear nor.. Den nth nor.. heex.. nth much already.. Nite nite.. i go orh orh le.. Sunburn.. very jia lat.. Haix.. sianx.. pain and itchy!!!!

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2005-06-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

So sianx wor.. haix.. Jus came back nt long ago nor.. Today very tired.. Lessons starts at 8am nor.. Me reach sch at around 8.50am.. Den So Sianx nor.. me and Herna went to Cheers.. Buy things.. hahax.. Den go back.. Class started le.. 2 hrs of Physics!!! Did experiments.. haix.. Sianx wor.. Den maths 2 hrs after recess.. All the way till 12.30pm nor.. Den everyone say dun wanna go for D&T which starts at 1.30pm.. Den they call Mr Faizal.. Tell him nor.. Surprisingly Mr Faizal say okie wor.. Dunno lah.. haix.. Den end up 4 ppl go for class nia.. Me, Daddy, Nic & Kuan Yu.. Den after tat.. 2.30pm.. They go home.. i go for practical.. do till half way.. Was drilling the last hole on the acrylic.. Den it broke!! Hell nor!!! haix.. Sad nor.. Den redo nor!! Cut again.. Den do again.. sad!!! Anywaex.. after tat.. went to eat lunch.. wif Steph, Xiu and Xin.. They kena called by Joanne Wong.. to help her do things nor.. Hahax.. go to the holding sch.. Surprisingly.. I got caught by her jus nw.. hahax.. she ask me hw come my shirt tuck out and i wear outside shoes.. hahax.. I jus say orh.. no sch shoes.. den i say why u nv go cut hair.. U everytime say must haf a neat hairstyle den u nv go cut.. hahax.. she nth to say.. but she was alrite though.. heex.. nth much le nor.. i go fix my tagboard!!!

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2005-05-31T09:51:00.000+08:00

Okie.. great.. Nw my blogger is in Chinese!!! Great.. hw m i gonna read.. Idiot.. Haix.. anywaex.. Today jus finish my Chinese Os.. Woah liaox so scary.. So nervous until called BB in the morning at around 6.30am like tat.. To ask him wat to bring.. hahax.. Sorry wor.. Anywaex.. At tat point.. i was already so scared.. Den wake up liaox.. Mummy bring me go sch.. I wore adidas shoe and socks.. i nv wear sch shoes and socks nor.. Toopid anywaex.. Hahax.. Saw Xuan wif her dear.. hahax.. Den went to check sitting arrangements.. Went dwn to wesley hall for assembly.. den go for the exam liaox.. 1st time i chi compo write until 2 pages leh!!! So happy.. Wahahax!!! Den like tat nor.. After tat Paper 2.. Dunno hw to do.. but try nor.. heex.. Everything must try de mah.. After the exam.. went to Somerset.. hahax.. Eat Long John.. Heex.. Den alot of ppl wor.. hafta wait like hell.. hahax.. Eat liaox.. den go walk walk in Heeren, and Taka.. Den Xuan called.. came dwn frm Tampines to Taka.. Hahax.. Ex wor.. Den walk nor.. had lotsa fun dere.. heex.. cos funny mah.. got toys to play =P.. Kakax.. Heex.. nth much le nor.. Heex.. nite nite..

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2005-05-29T07:13:00.000+08:00

After so many days of nt having my internet connection.. Finally i get to blog le.. hahax.. Dotx.. From Tuesday.. We got intensive Mother Tongue.. For 4 periods wor.. Hahax.. Dotx.. Nth much nor.. On Wed got a cold le.. But actually was having a cold since Tuesday.. Hahax.. Den on Wed went for intensive MT.. Den after tat.. Went for D&T nor.. spent time buffing the acrylic.. Hahax.. Den had a very bad headache.. Den go home and slp nor.. Thursday nv go to sch.. Friday which was ytd also nv go to sch.. But den i went outside sch to wait for Xiu to bring out my books nor.. hahax.. Den I saw Christina.. Crap.. Nv tot of tat.. Its so freaking disgusting wif her mini skirt and her hair tied up.. Like an old lady like tat wor.. Hahax.. I took a pic of her nor.. Den i jus waited for a gal name Alzena.. Shan wanna find de nor.. lucky my didi Shawn found her.. Heex.. good nor.. She's nt tat pretty nor.. Quite bleah actually.. Act lian buay lian those type nor.. Idiot nor.. Anywaex.. mit liaox.. ask her to wait for Shan nor.. Later Shan come already.. We mit thm nor.. Idiot.. so bleah.. so idiotic anywaex.. Den pei Shan to Orchard for her interview for a job nor.. hahax.. Quite okie nor.. Met her god mummy.. Quite normal.. Den ytd i dunno why.. also bad mood.. Haix.. Den we went to eat frog porridge.. So hot.. Mummy lah.. Dun wanna sit upstairs wor.. Idiot.. Den dear stay until around 1 - 1.30am like tat to format the com.. Hahax.. Den today the guy in charge of the wireless connection de came to install the connection nor.. Hahax.. Den all can use already.. So happy.. But jus nw i suddenly so bad mood.. I got freaking pissed off wif Dear.. Haix.. So sad.. Den after tat.. We went to eat Fried Kway Tiao.. Heex.. my favourite stall at Boon Keng tat side nor.. Heex.. Den we went to Orchard.. Heex.. Den bought Orange Julius Ice cream.. Blizzard.. Heex.. But 1 thing tat pissed me off.. Is tat 2 guys.. i tink they r nt local.. They cut my queue.. I was so angry nor.. Argh!!! Den go buy movie tickets for Madagascar.. Heex.. the show is at 10.30pm.. Heex.. Nice.. So nw im here blogging.. Hahax.. Im going to slp already.. nite nite.. Os Chinese on Monday..

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2005-05-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. already Monday liaox wor.. so fast rite.. hahax.. dotx.. Sunday went out wif teck nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. we went to Dhoby Ghaut.. he made the stickers for his fone nor.. hahax. Dotx.. Actually quite nice.. Hahax.. Den he bought a Billabong shirt in 77th Street.. Den dear buy for me the kapo the phone strap nor.. heex.. Very nice mah.. dotx.. Heex.. dotx.. Den we went to Marina Square to buy MMC card.. Den drink Starbucks Coffee.. Hahax.. Go home.. Mummy work up.. Den we went to Sim Lim Square.. Hahax.. Mummy bought a new laptop.. Den we went to eat Teppanyaki.. Den go home and play Mahjong.. Hahax.. Heex... Nth much nor.. Heex... Slpt at around 2.45am Like tat.. Heex.. Nth much nor.. Wake u0p liaox.. Mummy come back.. nw nth much nor.. mummy meddling wif the com.. hahax.. Dotx..

2005-05-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Dotx.. hahax.. very full wor.. kaka.. Nw so freaking full nor.. heex.. Jus came back frm Bukit Timah.. was eating roti prata nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. Hmm.. Today very tiring wor.. Flag day leh.. go so many places.. Dear came to my hse at 7.50am wor!!! So early rite.. hahax.. He ended up slping on my bed.. Den after tat.. he went to bathe.. Den i tied my hair.. wear my uniform.. Den we went to Macpherson to take bus 154.. Hahax.. 1/2 hr trip wor.. hahax.. Den on the bus Xiang called me.. asking me where m i nor.. hahax.. Den we mit at Mac nor.. Hahax.. den after tat.. reach liaox.. called Xiu.. She at the booth le.. hahax.. Wif Xuan.. Den Xin sit 1 side.. like so sad like tat.. she nt in good mood nor.. Den me dun really wanna disturb her nor.. Den we collect the donation bag and we were suppose to take a shirt.. So bleah nor.. hahax.. Den i dun wanna wear.. somemore got S size nia!!! Tats the biggest.. Hahax.. After eating breakfast in Mac.. Den we went to Hougang.. Quite alot of ppl nor.. Den we went to Chinatown.. dere.. hahax.. Take MRT dwn nor.. hahax.. Den we went to Funan the IT mall.. So stupid nor.. Haix.. So many ppl doing the toopid donation wor.. Idiot!! But at Funan.. No one wor.. But lotsa ppl donate wor.. Quite nice nor.. After tat.. return to Sing Post.. Den reach jus nice at 3pm nor.. hahax.. den wait for Xin.. after tat.. we went to eat fried kway tiao.. heex.. nice.. kaka.. heex.. Den after tat.. go home.. slp.. but b4 tat.. went to bathe nor.. and somemore cancel the meeting wif Teck.. Hahax.. Sorry wor Teck.. no choice lah.. very tired.. Hahax.. Den after tat.. went to mit mummy.. went to Bukit Timah to eat nor.. Nw back liaox nor.. Den Claire send me msg.. She agreed wif wat i typed!!! Yay!!! Hahax.. Tat freaking bitch.. i mean pls nor.. u wan ppl to buy wat u wan for urself.. idiot de nor.. Nw camera fone is cheap also.. dotx.. Somemore Billabong stuffs cn get it so easily nor.. expect ppl to buy for her.. stupid.. idiotic bitch..

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2005-05-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today friday le.. hahax.. dotx.. Ytd had oral exam.. crappy eh.. heex.. My chi oral i tink also fail again nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. ytd.. afternoon went to the beach nor.. at around 4+ i tink.. it rained.. Den me, Xin & baby were stuck at East Coast Mac.. till around 6pm like tat.. nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. After tat.. den go home.. bathe le.. go look for Dear nor.. Den i went dwn to AMK.. to eat again.. same thing.. Satay Bee Hoon.. nw different stall.. hahax.. Today leh.. got NE learning journey nor.. Went to Jurong Island at first nor.. Quite okie ba.. its funny lah.. hahax.. Hahax.. its fun nor.. hahax.. We lifted up our skirts nor.. hahax.. Cos inside wear shorts mah.. saying tat we cn take it out nor.. hahax.. Den Xuan say.. aiyo hw cn ur gals b so rough de.. hw cn like tat lift up ur skirt neh!!! Den she lifted up her skirt.. hahax.. Den whn i wanted to ask the Jurong Island de tour guide sth.. I raised my hand.. den he cnt even see me nor.. i was like practically frantically waving my hands around.. but he was facing the side nor.. Cn u jus imagine hw boring his bloody tour is?! He's so freaking boring tat 3/4 of my classmates were slping nor!!! Even Mrs Goh (form Cher) also slping wor!!! Hahax.. den me, Xin, Xuan and baby were bz eating Oreos.. hahax.. so funny nor.. Den after tat go Civil Defence Heritage i tink.. dunno wat u exactly call tat lah.. But its jus opp. Funan nor.. We had 15 mins break.. at Mac in Funan.. We did nt manage to eat anything nor.. sad case ya... haix.. Den go see hw Sg prepare for Civil Defence thingy nor.. Kinda stupid i tink.. Anywaex.. after tat.. we waited for the coach nor.. den got up.. got to marina dere.. the Civilian Memorial and Padang and the Indian National Army thingy.. Lim Bo Seng de memorial oso nor.. Quite okie ba.. Its interesting.. somemore the tour guide told us stories frm WW2 nor.. Interesting and sad though.. haix.. Its kinda fun nor.. Den after the tour.. return to sch.. Mummy fetch me.. We went to eat wan ton mee.. Hahax.. dotx.. Go home.. bathe le.. orh orh lo!!! hahax.. woke up at around 6.35pm.. Vacuum the hse.. den go TPY to mit dear.. and mummy nor.. we went to eat Jap food.. Heex.. Went Watson.. Bought my hair products.. heex!!! Nth much le nor.. Heex.. i tink go change and look for Vampy's skin le wor.. or nt he knock my head wor!!!

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2005-05-19T03:40:00.000+08:00

Today.. Wed.. hmm.. end of my written exam le.. Haix.. Finally.. at least cn relax a tiny bit.. Haix.. I regret nt working hard.. haix.. Cn i jus drop dead.. haix.. Im so freaking stress.. Haix.. I everytime get angry wif him.. ytd i got angry, so fed up.. Dotx.. Haix.. Im so stupid.. i jus cnt even think straight nw.. Im so stress.. so tired.. i very very tired le.. I wanna gif up.. haix.. I got nth to say already.. Haix.. tired.. nth to type le.. Piggy.. if ur looking at tis.. im sorry for giving u a cold shoulder.. sorry.. If someone cn get rid of some horny bastard who kips calling me.. Ass!!! bye..

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Non-existence

2005-05-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Nw.. im blogging.. Y? Cos im depressed.. I should nt haf existed on tis earth in the first place.. i should nt haf survived.. I only bring sadness to everyone instead of happiness.. I get really irritated these few days.. Even bf also getting ignored by me.. Everyone is sad cos of me.. I caused thm so much.. nw my mum is angry cos of wat.. me.. I should nt haf existed in the first place.. the one who should exist is my god bro.. Her god son.. He seems to b her son instead of me.. I dun tink i cn really hold on any longer.. i dunno hw long will it b till i really leap off the ledge.. I really dunno!!! I really dun wish to cry any longer!! Sooner or later i really haf to see a pathology... I dun wan.. Im sick of crying already.. Im jus trying to make everyone happy.. I really dun wanna noe wat is wrong wif me!!! I dun wan anyone to b troubled by me.. those who r reading nw.. Dun ask me.. Jus read and see.. I may get irritated at u.. im sorry.. i cnt control it.. But wat i noe.. i dun wanna trouble any of u.. cos all of u has got ur own probs.. i wan ur to tell me ur probs.. I dun wan ur to kip it to urself.. Im alrite.. *smiles* Though i will gif a faint smile.. at least its still a smile.. im tired.. i wanna lay dwn and slp foreva.. i noe i cnt.. cos i wanna b dere for all of u.. i will nt abandon any of u alrite.. good nite..

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2005-05-17T03:42:00.000+08:00

Today so farking angry.. its nv even 1 whole bloody day like tat..hahax.. dotx.. 2 asses jus dun get wat is my farking meaning.. John Teng.. the bloody fucker first.. he got fed up wif the laptop.. den let him use the room com nor.. Den he got fed up.. cos he cnt transfer things.. den mummy stand dere.. reading out the files.. tat one call nt seeing the files mah? I dun care.. Im nt in the wrong.. cos i told her nt to see wat kor kor is doing.. or nt later.. he say tat u go see nor.. idiot rite.. or nt later u sad again.. i like tat say also sad.. i dun bother le nor.. its no use to defend myself.. cos afterall she will say tat im in the wrong.. so i cnt b bothered to tok so much anymore.. its no use de lah.. hahax.. dotx.. bye.

2005-05-16T03:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. dotx.. its already Sunday wor.. hahax.. Tmr.. no nida go to sch.. hahax.. cos no paper mah.. Anywaex.. Dotx.. Heex.. den like tat nor.. Ytd arh.. morning jiu rain liaox wor.. hahax.. Dotx.. kinda nice nor.. den bring my long pants dwnstairs to alter nor.. Hahax.. Den after tat.. mumm buy lunch back nor.. Me & dear eat liaox.. i go bathe.. but b4 tat.. felt a little earthquake.. i tot i was giddy or sick nor.. Audrey.. tat bitch also felt it.. Idiot nor.. Hahax.. den me & dear went out.. Went cineleisure.. wanna buy the hp accessory.. heex.. Den went to More Than Words.. Huiping wasnt dere... so left nor.. went to see Kapo.. the monkey accessory.. find tat its nt very nice.. so nv buy nor.. Den went to Heeren.. Went to Action City.. saw the cute cute dolphine.. So cute nor!!! Den dear bought for me the pink colour de.. Heex.. So cute wor.. kaka.. den we walk walk nor.. den i went to Mini Toons to buy rubberbands.. hahax.. After tat.. tired liaox.. go hm orh orh.. around 7pm like tat go out to mit mummy at the swimming pool dere nor.. Eat dinner nor.. hahax.. during dinner.. i purposely tk food for mummy, kor kor and tat bitch.. hahax.. She dunno hw to take for mummy at least wor.. Den dear take for daddy nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Den after tat.. we went to the watch House Of Wax.. wif James.. Kor kor's fren nor.. den i walk behind him wor.. den Audrey went in first.. den kor kor.. den me den dear, mummy and James nor.. den kor kor say let his fren go over.. i was like fark nor..everyone is watching the show.. wan me to move.. i say cnt..everyone is already seated.. Den he say nvm.. and his bloody FARKING GF.. THE FARKING BITCH.. ask me to move.. i jus dun bother bout her.. if i cn i would jus whack her upside dwn wor!!! But suan le.. after all.. tat bitch is kor kor's darling.. i still hafta see her wat.. tat idiot!!! Haix.. suan le.. today probably tonite thn blog again nor..

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BaBy^PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR

2005-05-14T14:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Friday le.. haix.. dotx.. Today maths P1 nor.. Ytd nv blog wor.. Ytd was Chem paper.. kinda difficult.. cos cnt really understand the whole concept thingy.. Haix.. I really dunno nor.. I jus wanna pass and get outta sec sch wor.. Haix.. Scary.. I dun wanna fail my exams anymore.. i cn really cry nor.. haix.. dotx.. Haix.. anywaex.. nth much nor.. Ytd Xavier called me.. ask me to study wif him.. but cos i nida stay at home for mummy's honey to b delivered.. so cnt nor.. Haix.. den ytd afternoon sms-ed him.. telling him tat today will go shopping wif him nor.. he said okie.. Today arh.. hahax.. very funny nor.. after Maths paper.. Mrs Lian came up to tok bout the Prom Nite.. anywaex.. im nt going.. i cn stay out for as long as i like.. why would i wanna purposely go to a prom to stay out neh? Dotx.. Stupid rite.. Hahax.. anywaex.. after the Prom nite announcement.. Richard Chia.. came up.. He talked bout the June Holiday Classes.. haix.. sianx nor.. Haix.. Den after tat.. by the time we're released.. Its already 10.30am le!! Im so freaking late..!!! I had got 15 missed calls.. 3 msgs.. 14 of the missed calls r frm Vier!!! Cn u believe it?!?! The msgs r all frm him as well.. hahax.. dotx.. Anywaex.. went out to mit him already.. saw Anna, Hamizah and Claire.. toked awhile.. They played wif my fone.. Den me and Vier went to the MRT station.. Saw.. Kania.. and the other gal.. sry forgot ur name =P.. Heex.. Den they played wif my fone.. haix.. wif tat bloody bitch Xiao Ting!! Idiot de.. freaking idiot!!! So angwee.. den later went to orchard.. Went to BK.. i 4got tat Borders dere got BK =P.. Hahax.. dotx.. Den study nor.. after eating lunch.. normal ba.. hahax.. dotx.. Den study D&T nor.. until around 3.10pm like tat.. went dwn to City Hall to mit Xin & Baby.. hahax.. dotx.. Hahax.. Den they bought Breadtalk.. den we bought drinks frm 7-eleven.. Den at the bridge.. coming dwn to Suntec.. Saw Richard Chia wif a guy!! Hmm.. hu cn tat guy b? Curious hor.. hahax.. Dotx.. Dunno.. Hahax.. Den we were laughing.. i was laughing the hardest nor.. heex.. Me very mean wor.. hahax.. Dotx.. Den we were toking.. saying tat he mite b a Bi.. cos he goes lunch wif Ms Ng.. Den he still go out wif guys.. hahax.. We say tat.. wif Ms Ng.. He is the big and protective male.. and wif guys he is the "female" =P.. hahax.. had fun.. den we walked to Bugis.. dotx.. Funny nor.. hahax.. dotx.. we walked like hell.. Hahax.. Den Dear called me at around 6.15pm like tat.. I say we will mit in Toa Payoh at 7.45pm.. hahax.. Den by the time i got home was around 7.15pm.. lucky i told him tat i will b late.. Whn i reached the swimming pool.. it was around 8.15pm le.. Hahax.. dotx.. den he was like.. if i would haf known.. i would come later nor.. Den i was jus kinda pissed in a way nor.. haix.. Anywaex.. was kinda pissed jus nw.. Den eat KFC.. after i told mummy off.. Jus cos kor kor wanna collect $10 plastic note.. mummy change for him nor.. Stupid nor.. Dotx.. Haix.. anywaex.. jus kinda idiot de wat.. Haix.. so sianx.. dunno lah.. Dotx.. Anywaex.. Wanted to go Cineleisure.. buy hp accessories.. Den mummy lah.. say dun go lah.. idiot de leh.. nt as if i will go missing like tat.. Den we were at hang ten nor.. Dotx.. Den bought 2 long pants.. 2 shorts.. and 3 shirt.. + join the membership $25.. altogether is $118 nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Den jus nw while trying out the pants.. nose bleeding.. use until 3 pieces of tissue.. hahax.. Den after tat.. Kor Kor came to fetch us.. wif tat freaking bitch.. Audrey.. Selfish, self-centred bitch.. anywaex.. jus dun bother bout her nor.. Den we went to Toa Payoh.. Lor dunno wat.. to eat nor.. cos they nt yet eat.. Me & Dear ate the Ice Jelly Cocktail den mummy ate ginko nut nor.. Den nw come home nor.. me suppose to slp le.. nite nite..

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2005-05-12T03:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. sianx leh.. Today already Wed.. so fast wor.. today got Physics paper.. Hahax.. dotx.. Tis morning mummy woke me up at 5.30am.. Weird leh.. she tot was 6.30am already!! I was like... Mummy!! My hp alarm nv even sound!! Hahax.. so went back to slp nor.. Den later.. Go sch.. Xin was nt feeling well.. She kept throwing up.. haix.. dotx.. Haix.. Physics paper kinda easy leh.. dunno why.. tats hw i feel nor.. hahax.. Den stay in sch a while.. Den daddy took my fone de MP3 nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Den nth liaox nor.. Go home nor.. mummy nv fetch me home nor.. Sianx.. Stupid kor kor.. Haix.. dotx.. Bye Bye..

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2005-05-11T06:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. i noe i noe... Its been a few days since i last blogged.. hahax.. Dotx.. too bz studying no choice.. Its Os tis yr.. i cnt neglect my studies..haix.. Sunday.. bought for me new fone nor.. hahax.. 6680.. Its kinda cool though.. hahax.. must use for 2 yrs de.. or nt i will die!! Hahax.. dotx.. Anywaex.. Ytd had Social Studies.. was kinda okie ba.. i manage to finish i guess.. hahax.. dotx.. dunno why.. im afraid tat i will fail nor.. Haix.. dunno nor.. Anywaex.. ytd.. went to eat Curry Fish Head.. hahax.. quite nice.. but nt spicy enough leh.. Haix.. sad rite.. heex.. dotx.. Hmm.. Quite okie nor.. in the nite.. Dear came over.. bought Mac nor.. to eat.. Heex.. Den put me to slp.. He played the com nor.. heex.. Hmm.. today arh.. history paper and Maths Paper 2... Quite okie ba.. I dun really haf confidence in these 2.. haix.. sad.. Anywaex.. Audrey stayed over last nite.. somemore she's sick nor.. wif the bloody cold.. Taking the tissue box walk around.. Stupid de nor.. dunno hw to go hm and slp meh.. jus cos kor kor here.. Den she die die wanna stick to him.. Idiot.. Mummy also kinda fed up wif her nor.. Idiot.. and stupid.. Tonite Dear cnt come nor.. Sad.. Cos he got last min duty.. Stupid de.. Whack thm wor.. kaka.. probably update somemore some other time ba.. bye bye!!

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2005-05-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. sat arh.. today.. kinda stressed up and fed up today.. dunno why.. I got angry wif dear for no bloody reason.. Den go eat lunch at around 11+am nor.. hahax.. After tat was around 12pm like tat.. Went to Dhoby Ghaut.. den Terrence kor kor called.. heex.. Den we toked for quite some time.. He told me tat he will b dere for me whneva i nid him.. if ppl dare to find trouble wif me.. i tell him.. He will come dwn.. hahax.. dotx.. Kinda cool =P.. heex.. dotx.. Anywaex.. after tat.. around 1.50pm.. Mit Ah Teck nor.. Den okie nor.. hahax.. we accompany him go mum mum.. we sit dwn dere.. den go buy drinks.. go Comics Connection.. hahax.. He bought a shirt $12.90.. Den he say me nor.. why i kip buying hp.. hahax.. dotx.. everytime buy & buy non stop =P.. hahax.. quite true nor.. kaka.. Anywaex.. Walked to Somerset.. hahax.. went to Minitoons.. he bought a coloured band wif the words.. & a pair of shoelaces.. cos got ppl in his CCA got the same shoe.. den he wanna make it more unique nor.. Hahax.. dotx.. After tat go hm.. orh orh a while den go mit mummy.. Den me tok to mummy or rather nagged at mummy bout the fone.. she finally say will buy for me 6680.. Hahax.. i noe tat i kip saying 6681 is good.. cos deres Real Media Player inside.. so its good nor.. But its alrite lah.. I seldom watch video wif it.. hahax.. dotx.. anywaex.. happy for it nor... Monday SS exam.. haix.. scary.. better slp le.. nite nite..

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Eng Mid-yr-paper

2005-05-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today 5th May.. today Eng mid yr nor.. haix.. sianx.. dotx.. kinda okie nor.. heex.. Quite easy for me.. i guess.. im confident tat i cn pass.. My compo.. hahax.. i did 2.. hahax.. dotx.. I did argumentative at first.. den after 15mins into tat question, i decided to change Q... so i do 1 word essay.. Den i do for 5 mins.. den i did my arguementative.. den i finally gave up on arguementative nor.. den did my 1 word essay.. hahax.. den quite okie lah.. My compre.. also normal nor.. Was kinda nervous at first.. But i overcome it in the end.. After compre.. got LC.. Mother Tongue nor.. heex.. dotx.. Today RCC.. hahax.. jumped up whn the mic squeaked.. hahax.. was really very girly nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Hmm.. After everything.. went to Shop N Save.. Xin buy cup noodles, n i bought bread for my lunch... toopid rite.. hahax.. they dun let me go back and change.. cos i take a very long time to come back..hahax.. around 2-3 hrs.. =P.. Tis is jus me.. hahax.. dotx.. Studied frm 2+pm.. all the way till 6.30pm.. Hahax.. i memorised the sentences to 3 phrases.. hahax.. kinda happy for tat nor.. today quite tiring ba.. hahax.. Tml miting BB.. for lunch nor.. after exam.. haix.. im still kinda stress and tired frm everything.. Nite Nite.. no one will really understand..

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2005-05-05T13:14:00.000+08:00

Haix.. today arh.. dotx.. kinda scary nor.. dunno why.. probably cos tml exam le ba.. haix.. dotx.. Den today announcement tat Ms Lim wanna see the Self Study pupils who nv attend the Self Study nor.. Ytd.. but i was really nt feeling well ytd.. So had lesson liaox.. Den during recess.. went to see Ms Lim.. I told her tat i was nt feeling well so i went home.. bloody hell.. she scolded me nor.. idiot de.. dunno hw to check meh!! I attended every session nor!!! Idiot de.. sua.. den D&T.. Got back my test paper.. haix.. got 30/50 at first.. Den i argue wif cher.. got 32.5/50 =P.. hahax.. nt bad nor.. heex.. Den got sc.. Ms Ng came in.. den F&N students came in.. Kenny threw the pencil box.. and bullseye!!!! It hit my head.. so pain nor.. inside got staple somemore.. Hahax.. almost burst out in tears at tat time.. den normal nor.. haix.. lucky no nail clipper inside wor.. kaka.. den nv attend Self Study.. cos tat toopid Ms Lim say tat she dun wanna see us anymore mah.. so sua lah.. Den.. went for lunch wif kor kor & mummy.. Den Baby msg me.. ask me why i go home w/o even saying bye bye.. but i did nor.. hahax.. thn tml.. wanna study together nor.. haix.. tml got Eng paper.. wish me luck ba.. haix.. nite nite.. better haf an early slp..

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2005-05-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. so fast le.. 3rd May le.. haix.. hmm.. Heex.. today go to sch nor.. but dun feel very well nor.. haix.. Giddy and feel like vomitting nor.. but still went to sch.. very giddy nia nor.. haix.. sad rite.. dotx.. Today.. had Maths, SS 2 periods.. did group work.. hmm.. ok ba.. Den had Chem.. Recess... den Chapel.. devotion dunno tok bout homosexuality.. dunno why... After tat.. still feel a little giddy.. but better le.. den after sch.. mummy fetch me.. go mum mum nor.. eat le.. thn go home.. me burn CD for Kuan Yu, Kenny & Teck nor.. hahax.. 3 set.. after tat.. i took a short nap.. den wake up at around 7.30pm like tat.. study my SS nor.. den decided to write notes nor.. Dear called at around 7.55pm like tat.. Leave hm at around 8pm.. Go TP.. buy KFC.. nth much to eat mah.. haix.. sad rite.. hahax.. Dotx.. Den came home wif the food.. The guy gave me original whn i asked for crispy!!! Idiot!!! End up.. like tat also.. 1 piece throw.. cos its neither chicken thigh nor chicken drumsticks.. so dun wanna eat nor.. haix.. den i say.. Dear.. wat if next time ur daughter tell u tat shes in luv wif u.. in the way tat its couples/lovers love.. he say he will nt care bout tat.. unless its parents & child de luv.. probably good ba.. hahax.. dotx.. nth much to "report" today nor.. haix.. sianx.. exam in 1 day's time.. haix.. tml go to sch le.. den exam le.. frm Thursday start.. haix.. means Chi Os.. gonna come soon le.. haix.. i die die hafta pass.. even cnt pass also must get at least a D7.. Haix.. wish me luck ba =).. Heex.. dotx.. nite nite..

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Monday - 2nd May 2005

2005-05-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

Today.. heex.. looked at hps.. heex.. asked for the price.. hmm.. nt too bad.. hahax.. kinda happy.. heex.. bought 4 CDs.. heex.. happy nor.. bought my discman de earphone.. Thn nth much.. den all 5 of us, kor kor, Audrey, mummy, dear n me go watch XXX2 nor.. quite funny and nice.. den we go eat at redhill.. eat porridge.. got kinda quiet.. cos dun feel like eating nor.. den feel like vomiting.. probably cos my tummy nt feeling well nor.. Den go Geylang.. buy durians.. kor kor, Audrey and mummy wanna eat de.. buy already den go home.. nw finish bathing le.. nth much le.. update tml ba.. nite nite.. tml sch le..

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2nd May 2005

2005-05-03T01:54:00.000+08:00

Monday - 2nd May 2005

Today already 2nd May le.. haix.. so fast.. Thursday exam le.. 5th May.. Haix.. Fri is my weakest sub.. haix.. Chi leh!! Cn kill le nor!!! haix.. dotx.. Anywaex i nv update my bloggie a few days i tink.. hahax.. dotx.. Only 1 day =P.. heex.. anywaex.. ytd nth much nor.. woke up.. Dear came.. thn we wait for mummy to buy mum mum for us nor.. heex.. dotx.. Eat already.. thn i wrote my lifesaving notes nor.. thn we go TP.. wanting to look at hp.. Den ended up.. taking a MRT to Bishan at TP nor.. hahax.. dotx.. bought somemore food =P.. heex.. went hm.. prepare to go for swimming.. After tat.. Went to eat Fiesta again.. heex.. den bought some skin products.. thn go hm liaox.. hahax.. me n Dear play mahjong cards until blur blur =P.. Heex.. he went home.. i was like excited cos i wanna get a hp mah.. dotx.. haix.. Mummy say we get 1 together.. She wan 6230i and i wan 6681.. Waiting... Today.. woke up.. mummy say.. hw much is tat fone i say $500+ - $600+ like tat nor.. after trading in nor.. she say she is nt gonna buy for me if its above $500+.. I say unfair nor.. i buy alerady.. will nt change for 2 yrs.. i promise.. she say ppl use hp for 2 yrs de.. i use only 1 yr wanna change le.. but its true wat.. dotx.. haix.. I wan!! Heex.. mummy say okie le!!! I must use tat fone for 2 yrs!!! Yay!!! heex.. later im gonan tell Dear le.. heex.. so happy.. later go buy CD.. hahax.. yay!!! Muackies.. Waiting.. for my fone!!! To come out.. hahax.. nt out yet.. kaka..

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30th April 2005

2005-04-30T15:12:00.000+08:00

30th April 2005

Today..saturday nor.. hahax.. dotx.. nv do anything much.. woke up at 8+am.. to do my revision for chi.. den Dear came at around 10+am ba.. Hmm.. den mummy bought lunch back at around 2+.. Went out to TP to buy stationaries.. den bought famous amos.. Heex.. nice nice.. den go NTUC to buy Yan Yan de biscuits nor.. heex.. quite okie neh.. Heex.. Go n asked bout 6681 nor.. heex.. i wanna get tat fone.. heex.. Den nth much.. went home.. 4+pm - 5pm.. Ah Kiat called.. Ferrick.. answered nor.. he left at around 5.15pm like tat.. Den at around 5.45pm he called me.. telling me tat he is nt going out wif thm le.. cos they going pub to drink.. somemore he dun drink de nor.. so like tat nor.. haix.. Den he meet me at the bus stop at 6.45pm.. Hmm.. like tat nor.. thn go mit mummy.. mit liaox.. we go bras basah dere to eat nor.. den go Giants.. buy some food nor.. hahax.. den come bk at around 10.35pm.. hmm.. went to take a shower.. den play mahjong at around 11.05pm.. till nw nor.. hahax.. jus finished 5 mins ago... I wanna buy 6681 leh!! Mummy say see first.. dotx.. she say sure will buy for me.. den nw she say see first.. stupid nor!!! Hmmph.. i wanna cry liaox lah!!! Hmmph!!! Suan le.. i cn go bang wall le..

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29th April 2005

2005-04-30T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. so long nv come online le.. hahax.. dotx.. been bz these few days.. Nw friday le.. These few days nth much happen.. heex.. hmm.. No more self study le.. heex.. dotx.. Hmm.. today.. finish class at 10.20am like tat nor.. had 2 periods of MT...1st 2 periods nor.. den last 2 period is History.. so sianx.. hahax.. dotx..everyone wanted to ponten.. Cos very sianx mah.. but end up nv nor.. hahax.. During history.. kinda boring.. but surprisingly.. i really concentrate tis time nor.. heex.. I noe i wanna pass everything.. i die die must study hard le.. haix.. O level very important... Anywaex.. today did D&T nor.. things went wrong.. my work piece crooked.. haix.. dotx.. Den mit Dear nor... He came to sch to fetch me nor.. dotx.. Den we went to eat fried kway tiao.. Den go home.. bathe le den slp.. so tired.. at around 7pm like tat.. wake up.. den go mit mummy at TP.. so hot somemore nor.. haix.. Den we went to Orchard.. Mummy buy honey.. she bought for me some also.. heex... Den we went to eat ramen.. at Ajisen.. so horrible.. yucky!! Den mummy bought OP slippers for me.. pink colour!! My favourite colour..!!! Im gonna get a 6681!! Muackies..!!! Nite Nite..

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27th April 2005

2005-04-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

27th April 2005

Today feeling kinda blue.. hahax.. dotx.. Today went to sch.. Xin & Xiu kinda ignored me so me kinda depressed.. its probably cos of the time of the month ba.. today nth much.. i noe i nv update my bloggie for quite some times.. cos im nt free mah.. dotx.. today.. nth much happen.. only thing tat wanted to do my D&T.. den stupid Faizal dun lemme do.. haix.!! Today attended Chi remedial.. after tat.. go for Self Study.. After tat.. we sat at the bench dere to study.. hmm.. Steph suddenly come.. ask me to slap 4 sec 2 gals.. i got kinda pissed.. and jus asked.. why must slap thm.. she say.. cos they say tat Sec 2 r "tua bai" & "xia lan".. Den i said so? She say.. shes being involved.. cos shes a sec 2.. at tat point of time.. i wanted to slap her.. forget it.. Im fed up.. today nth much.. its jus the same.. only thing tat i tink im getting depress tats all.. haix..

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25th April 2005

2005-04-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

25th April 2005

Hmm.. today arh.. very bad mood whn i wake up nor.. hahax.. dunno why.. Cos of magrain ba.. It hurtx nor.. den i wake up my face totally black de nor!! Heex.. dotx.. stupid rite.. haix.. den took 1 panadol.. den go to sch.. somemore b4 tat.. was so crazy to the point.. tat i hold my freaking hair and almost plunge outta the window.. Hmm.. today also bad hair day leh!!! Im nt used to my fringe.. so short.. somemore the hairdresser say tat if i cut my hair or layer my hair somemore.. it will haf the japanese look already.. hahax.. dotx.. Actually i tink tats nt bad.. Anywaex.. went to sch.. went through assembly.. Xiu sat behind Jie Jun.. tat freaking bitch.. Anywaex.. dunno why.. suddenly got Straits Time passed frm the sec 5s tat side to our side.. den we must pass it to Angel.. somemore Xin was sitting behind angel nor.. idiot rite!! Xin jus threw the Straits Time to her.. den she dunno mumble wat.. hahax.. we dun bother.. den go back to class.. kinda in a bad mood.. den had MT lesson.. Den Maths.. Haix.. maths.. kinda dread tat.. but no choice die die hafta at least pass maths.. i wanna get it!!! Argh!!! I cnt fail any of my subs!!! Crappy!!! Went for PE.. hahax.. played softball.. instead of bat and baseball.. use spongeballs =P.. hahax.. divided into 2 groups.. Xin & Xuan 1 grp.. me and Xiu 1 grp.. and unfortunately Angel in our grp.. hahax.. dotx.. No choice.. cher choose it tis way.. Hahax.. me run again.. my leg the injury happen all over again!!! haix!!! Stupid!!! After tat.. Went for recess.. buy malay rice.. hahax... den go up for chem.. went to change.. whn we went back to class.. cher was in class le.. today i whole day very freaking the restless nor.. haix.. sad case ya.. After Chem, eng.. cher kip calling me.. hahax.. but me still cn answer.. cos most of the time im slping.. hahax.. Somemore i got back my wordpower!!! I failed.. crap.. i noe.. im already restless enough.. and i still gt a script back.. & i failed.. tats even worst!!! + magrain also! Anywaex.. i got only 23/100 =P.. hahax.. i did nt bother to study.. crap.. cnt do tat anymore.. hahax.. dotx.. Had history.. cher called me to answer source base Q.. den ask Angel to answer source base Q also.. haix.. dun bother anywaex.. Hahax.. went for lunch.. i nv eat anything.. den go for Maths remedial.. i left at 3pm.. went for piano.. today last lesson.. cos i wanna stop for my Os.. haix.. im scared.. i dun wanna fail.. die die must try hard!!! Argh!!!! Anywaex.. on the way back bought chicken rice.. to mum mum.. hmm.. nt too bad nor.. bathe le.. den use com.. Xin ask me bout SS.. How should she ask him nor.. haix.. she cried.. cos of the past.. haix.. Sad case.. Anywaex... did my hair.. hmm.. Dear nw here.. and daddy.. asking me to take Swimming Instructor Course.. so i cn take over his students.. cos daddy dun wanna gif his students to kor kor.. dotx.. anywaex.. nth much.. nite nite..

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24th April 2005

2005-04-25T14:22:00.000+08:00

24th April 2005

Hmm.. today sunday le.. Heex.. dotx.. i nv study..haix.. Chinese.. actually suppose to study till chap 9.. Haix.. nw headache.. dotx.. Jus nw in the morning.. Dear came nor.. Morning..hahax.. Audrey got a shock of her life.. my hair was so freaking messy nor.. hahax.. Even he also shock wor.. hahax.. he ask me.. did i jus came back frm a war.. crap nor.. hahax.. Later.. went to bathe.. den went out at around 1+pm like tat nor.. Went to Dhoby Ghaut nor.. hahax.. buy for kor kor thumb drive.. hahax.. went to Times.. cnt find any books tat i wan nor.. cos im looking for the author Maggie Alderson.. her books r nice nor!!! Should try reading it.. dotx.. Den went to City Hall de MPH.. Found the book!!! But the freaking book is in a horrible state.. so decided to look for other books.. So found Jane Green.. actually wanted to buy all the books written by her de.. But dun wan lah.. Dear say sure finish reading in a few months de.. Summore nt enough money wor.. kaka.. Heex.. dotx.. kaka.. Bought the title Straight Talking.. hmm.. nt too bad i guess.. hahax.. Went to Toa Payoh.. dotx.. 4+ walk until 5+.. Den went to the swimming pool to listen to uncle tok bout the theory for Bronze Medalion..(BM).. Taking it in June.. Haix.. dotx.. nth much today.. After tat.. went to Fiesta to eat sushi again.. very full.. went to buy shampoo and pore pack nor.. after tat.. bought 1 skirt.. den go hm nor.. nw headache.. pain pain.. dunno ba.. life is nt tat nice after all.. it sux.. haix.. nite nite..

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23rd April 2005

2005-04-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

23rd April 2005

Jus finish playing mahjong.. hahax.. dotx.. Heex.. anywaex.. today went to cut hair at around 10+am like tat nor.. hahax.. wif dear.. haix.. Den after tat went to eat nor.. Haix.. go hm le.. Bathe le.. go out and mit Xin & Xiu.. den bus broke dwn.. fortunately a while only!!! Hahax.. went to TP to take bus 155.. almost broke dwn!! Crap.. Haix.. anywaex.. reach Aljunied dere at around 2.15pm like tat nor.. Xin seems like she unhappy nor.. i dunno ba.. maybe she dun like me.. im nt even sure.. haix.. Den studied for my chinese nor.. till around 5+pm.. Nida go back take money.. den go out buy thumb drive for kor kor.. & went to mit Alicia.. my daughter.. hahax.. She wanna buy skirts nor.. hahax.. Den after tat.. mit Alicia already.. saw her BF.. normal nor.. Den went to Carrefour.. to buy the thumb drive.. buy le.. wanted to eat de.. but den dun haf seats.. so go Bugis nor.. since going to bugis village to buy skirts mah.. hahax.. So okie nor.. waited a while for seats to b available.. Den got it.. eat already.. go Bugis Village.. She actually spent alot for her bf.. haix.. $1000+ I guess.. haix.. i dun understand why.. 2 hps and 1 mp3.. Haix.. my gosh!!! I cnt even believe my own ears nor!!! Haix.. Anywaex.. she got her skirt.. den we wanted to go hm.. Den mummy called me.. ask me where m i.. i told her on the way back.. cos she wanna play mahjong.. so okie nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Waited quite a while for bus.. Summore Alicia.. went to mit her bf.. hahax.. Whn bus 133 came.. it was so freaking crowded nor!!! No one wanted to move to the back of the bus.. Hw inconsiderate cn Singaporeans be nowadays? Crap.. Was so aggitated nor.. whn we finally got dwn.. i was practically very angry nor!! haix.. Walked back.. at the lift lobby.. 1 toopid auntie.. kip staring at us non stop nor!! Idiot.. i feel like slapping her nor!! Den went hm le.. Mummy, kor kor and Audrey (kor's gf) set the table..for mahjong.. hahax..Me go bathe.. and realised tat the thumb drive was gone.. haix.. tink dropped it in the bus or wat.. cos too squeezy le.. very idiotic nor.. haix.. kinda pissed in a way.. $28 gone nor.. kor kor say nvm.. he paid me back $28... Tml im gonna get him another 1.. Its my fault tat its lost.. Haix.. Played mahjong.. lost $1.80.. hahax.. dotx.. kaka.. Haix.. anywaex.. i dunno wat i wan.. i tink if i could.. i would jus take a plunge.. outta the window..

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22nd April 2005

2005-04-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

22nd April.. PFT station today nor.. haix.. Hmm..started wif standing broad jump.. hahax.. My strongest point.. heex.. The students all take such a long time nor!!! Den we ended up going to tat Mr Rashid nor.. hahax.. Me 1st jump is 198cm.. i wanna jump somemore.. he dun let me jump somemore.. Heex.. its alrite.. But Xin failed.. cos her leg pain.. Den baby.. cn pass ba.. hahax.. Den we proceeded to sit & reach.. hahax.. Dotx.. Mrs Lau.. =P.. heex.. crappy cher i suppose.. Nt bad lah.. i manage to do 48.. Ace it also.. hahax.. baby & Xin also ace it.. hahax.. went to do Inclined.. =P.. i gave up whn i reached 11.. Why? Cos i tired le.. heex.. dotx.. too tired mah.. dotx.. Went to do shuttle run.. made my leg injury worst.. haix.. saddie.. Sit up..? Angel was doing it.. so we try to avoid nor.. haix.. Finish all the stations already.. go do standing broad jump again.. hahax.. i manage to get 206cm!! So happy!! Xiu i tink got better.. xin.. as usual failed =P.. her legs too tired le.. haix.. den Aishah helped Herna jump.. Hahax.. Tat Mr Ha.. really stupid nor.. really believe nor!! After tat.. we went for recess.. very Shiok.. but boring.. why? cos recess like too long like tat wor.. kaka.. 2 periods of recess.. hahax.. Went to class at around 11am like tat.. Maths lesson.. as usual.. took back my Maths test paper.. got 3/25 =P... fail again!! Crap.. very tired and restless wor.. haix.. had magrain.. after 2 periods of maths.. got eng.. i dun care.. slpt tat period.. hahax.. Den after class.. went to eat lunch nor.. after tat.. Vera came wif her paper.. 0 wif it nor.. haix.. cos cher said tat she copy.. aiya.. very complicated lah.. also dun understand.. During recess.. Xin cried again.. cos see tat bloody arse.. SS lah.. tat bastard.. i jus wish i could run and whack until he begs dwn for forgiveness frm Xin.. haix.. i jus dun wanna see her sad.. Haix.. Den during lunch.. was sitting alone in the canteen.. dunno where Xiu, Xin and Xuan went nor.. so me sit until 2.30pm like tat.. Went for D&T.. almost cnt do my project.. lucky Mr Zairo.. took the time to think of hw to do the mechanism.. hahax.. manage to do at least a little bit.. lucky.. haix.. finished at 4.30pm.. Xin and Xiu came dwn frm Self - Study.. Xin and Xiu like so pissed off.. also dunno why.. haix.. me jus kept quiet nor.. haix.. Den we go hm.. but we arrange tml to meet at 1.30pm at the Self Study corner.. nor.. Me go hm.. bathe le.. took a nap frm 6+ till 7+ nor.. Hahax.. den used the com.. den he came.. Mummy at home daddy also at home nor.. haix.. Den later.. at around 9.30pm like tat.. We took bus to Geylang dere.. to eat the frog porridge.. Stupid nor.. me and him argued over being a witness.. over a fake accident.. I jus got kinda pissed off.. Haix.. den he say tat.. my intention is to break up.. i jus wateva u like.. i did nt tok much to him the whole bloody nite.. wats dere to say le.. since he say tat le.. Argh!!! Anywaex.. nth much nor.. den Vampy called me.. Heex.. he at TP wor.. kaka.. nw toking to me on msn =P.. heex.. Den like tat nor.. Wateva.. if he wanna say tat my intention is to break up den go on ba.. i dun care much le.. im really tired le.. I jus feel like returning every single thing to him.. Idiot!!! Argh!!! I dunno lah.. haix.. nite nite..

Signing Off
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21st April 2005

2005-04-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

Today already 21st April heex.. Dotx.. Ytd nv update nor.. Cos too tired.. very lethagic leh.. dunno why.. heex.. Kinda argued wif him nor.. Hahax.. dotx.. few days nv update.. heex.. dunno leh.. ytd very tired nor.. Den slpt early nor.. Today arh.. got PFT.. Heex.. run 2.4km.. I pass leh.. heex.. though my leg is hurt.. Heex.. I got 17.41mins lah.. Heex.. so happy.. den.. Later went for recess.. went to buy drinks.. come bk le.. saw Xuan and Xin standing up.. tinking wat they were doing.. den Xuan was scolding 1 of the lower sec guy.. Idiot de nor.. Those guy play soccer in the field.. Den the football knocked Xuan's milo over.. and rite onto her PE attire nor.. somemore they dun apologise leh!!! Until Xuan call him over.. Tat guy still look around.. idiot de!! Wanted to whack him liaox.. Nv die b4.. Somemore Xuan today nt really in good mood nor.. Cos tat A.. say so loudly tat M is single again.. broke up.. Xuan so angry.. cos no1 is suppose to noe.. somemore A is trying to act lian in front of us nor.. idiot de nor.. She idiotic de nor.. Haix.. Den after recess.. went back to class.. Xiu went to her seat nor.. Den okie nor.. during Eng.. Xuan sit in Daniel's place.. she ask for food.. Xiu pass to her chicken wings nor.. hahax.. dotx.. the thing is really salty nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. Den during a changing of period frm Physics to Mother Tongue.. me, Xin, baby & Xuan.. we go eat the food nor.. Baby say tat she is angry cos Shaik & Hong Yun go eat the food w/o her permission.. somemore alot nor.. haix.. Den during MT do chi compo.. finish le.. pass up nor.. Today Angel.. go break the cup.. say tat she got enough le lor.. Up to her.. i dun gif a damn bout her anywaex.. Summore she told Steph tat i dun wanna choose a 10 over yrs de fren.. wanna choose a fren whose a few yrs de.. Idiot.. if she wanna compare the duration.. Its stupid nor.. Argh.. i will only go wif the part whose in the rite.. Went for self-study nor.. baby go hm.. den half way.. Ms Lim came up nor.. She scolded us.. dunno for wat.. crap.. Den Ah Teck came in.. asked him bout baby nor.. haix.. same ans nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. den warned Adeline bout HY.. Idiot.. try to take advantage of her.. Idiot.. Haix.. den tml got 5 stations to go.. hahax.. kinda ez nor.. kaka.. Wish me luck.. Haix.. Cn u accept someone whose education is nt as high as urs.. but he is still willing to actually work hard to get to his ambtitions?

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19th April 2005

2005-04-20T12:53:00.000+08:00

Today.. 19th April nor.. haix.. today is Von's bday.. hahax.. happy for her nor.. kaka.. Today went to sch..its normal nor.. except for the pesky stupid moth.. it landed rite under my table nor.. & i touched it!! Tats so freaking gross nor!!! Im so disgusted by it.. thn it flew outta my table nor.. hahax.. thn Meng ask me to open my bag.. cos the moth is inside nor.. guess wat? It was really inside!! Its so freaking disgusting nor!!! Haix.. den today arh.. nth much in sch nor.. during Social Studies tat time.. tat stupid Lee Fang Lan lah.. She lah.. ppl put the files into another cher's pigeon hole.. thn i jus laugh.. she scolded me.. Shes 1 mother fucker sia!!! So freaking angry nor.. haix.. den its alrite.. Had History remedial.. did essay Qs.. hahax.. stupid rite.. finish at 3.45pm.. went for Self-study.. thn after tat, me, Xiu & Xin went to Orchard to buy straightener battery for my straighterner.. Hahax.. its stupid rite.. Den we bought sushi.. Thn bought Tako Pachi nor.. hahax.. sat dwn to eat.. went to Cineleisure and den went back nor.. hahax.. At the traffic light dere.. gt 1 guy kip touching the gf's butt nor.. thn Xiu & Xin say tat he is steaming.. hahax.. Thn i say nw its I luv u so i touch u.. U luv me so must touch me also =P.. hahax.. Anywaex.. went hm.. Dear bought dinner.. we ate it.. But nw somehw i feel tat im such a burden to everyone.. not only him.. Im jus confuse already.. i really wanna gif up.. I dun wish to carry on anymore.. Its jus too tiring.. Haix.. i mean its tat i jus cnt take it anymore.. Im giving everyone too much troubles.. im neva bringing happiness.. it jus hurt to see ppl around me.. whom i luv to b hurt.. I jus wish i cn let go.. even if it hurtx me.. i rather see the one i luv to b happy instead of being hurt by me.. I really cnt take it anymore.. I will nt b surprised tat 1 day.. i will plunge outta the window.. in order to make everyone forget me.. once and for all.. i really cnt take it anymore.. im breaking dwn already.. its alrite.. nite nite...

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18th April 2005

2005-04-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

Im practically breaking dwn le.. i dun even noe wat i wan.. I jus wanna end it all.. I tink its better tat im alone.. i dun even noe anything le.. I gif up.. im sorry.. i rather avoid u.. I feel tat we r of two different worlds.. we r nt working in a way.. its jus hurting..

18th April 2005

2005-04-19T09:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today Monday again.. nearing the Os le.. hahax.. dotx.. Today.. saw baby in sch.. so early wor.. hahax.. She say tat she carry the F&N things very heavy.. hahax.. thn went for assembly.. thn like tat nor.. Went up to class.. had MT.. thn Maths.. PE.. was kinda of a hard work.. cos hafta run the shuttle run.. thn me LL hafta run nor.. But cher say try to run ba.. Manage to get it below 12s.. hahax.. very happy nor.. cos my injury nt yet heal wor.. kaka.. Heex.. its alrite wor.. hahax.. dotx.. Anywaex.. after tat.. had recess.. ate alot leh.. hahax.. dotx.. Had nasi lemak.. thn 10 meatballs leh ! But its alrite lah.. hahax.. Went 4 chem.. i understand lessons better.. dunno why.. so good.. hahax.. Thn Mrs Kann nv come today.. sot 2 periods of Eng is free nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Actually during recess.. i asked Vera why 2 sec 5 gals wanna noe my name.. she say its cos of Stephanie.. Haix.. tat toopid Steph!!! Argh!!! Tat time lah.. go scold 1 of her senior and made her cry... Sec 5 de.. Haix.. dunno lah.. dun care lah.. argh.. Thn after sch.. baby went for F&N wif Xuan and Seow Chean nor.. hahax.. thn left wif me and Xin Xin... We nv really ate.. only drink nor.. hahax.. thn went up to class.. Kuan Yu was playing techno nor.. hahax.. We sat in the classroom.. and ya.. Me & baby were smsing.. thn she told me tat she patched wif Ah Teck le.. hahax.. very happy for her.. at least they patched.. they luved each other.. haix.. hope dun break again.. haix.. hope so!!! Hahax.. dotx.. thn after maths remedial.. Xin went for dance, me, Herna & Alicia went to MRT station.. but it rained.. so we took bus 80 to the bus-stop nor.. hahax.. Thn quite good mah.. hahax.. nv get much rain nor.. thn me took 853.. Thn got dwn at my hse dere.. buy fish fillet for her nor.. buy for myself also.. cos nv eat lunch mah.. haix.. thn reach hm at around 4.35pm like tat.. Ate the burger, den rush for piano.. Told Mrs Swee tat i wanna stop awhile nor.. Thn she say okie nor.. i say after my Os.. thn i join back again.. cos i really cnt cope wif the stress anymore nor.. haix.. nw arh... wanna go pom pom.. heex.. daddy Jinming called me.. Christina is his bloody mei nor!!! Fark de leh!!! So angry nor!!! Argh!!! Cn i jus drop dead!!! Of all the thing!! His mei leh!!! Argh!! i wanna kill him like tat.. suan le.. I cnt do anything mah.. Fark tat freaking Christina.. i hate her!!! Argh!!!

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17th April 2005

2005-04-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

Today arh.. 17th nor.. hahax.. haix.. its gonna b the mid-yr soon le.. scary.. very scared.. very anxious.. Its gonna b Os soon leh.. i cnt kip on playing le.. haix.. its jus tat im afraid.. but no matter wat i must try.. if i dun try i dunno rite.. haix.. Better study hard and get over it.. argh!!! Anywaex.. Today arh.. nth to do nor.. Dear nv come nor.. cos he on duty mah.. so sad.. missed him so much.. but tml.. me cn see him le nor.. heex.. today.. did my hw wor.. So guai rite.. heex.. Vampy!! me super guai de wor.. kaka.. Thn after tat.. nth much.. went to read vampy, vier's bloggie nor.. tagged thm.. thn suddenly Vier sms me.. ask me why i spread rumours bout him... thn nw okie le.. cos clarify in his bloggie mah.. hahax.. Lucky nor.. Hahax.. went to mit mummy.. go Fiesta to eat sushi again.. hahax.. very full wor.. eat until $70 =P.. heex.. but i like the lime sorbet.. very cute.. the taste.. i like the colour and texture also wor!!! Yummy!!! heex.. Mum mum.. heex.. went to NTUC.. Bought food.. hmm.. got mum mum le!! Yea!!! Heex.. i noe.. me very childish and like to mum mum alot =P.. tats why fat fat chubby chubby.. heex.. nvm.. me like cn liaox =P.. kaka.. thn come hm at around 9.30pm like tat.. went to take a shower.. thn go iron uniform.. thn nw blog nor.. Heex.. vampy kip clarifying tat Xue is nt his gf.. hahax.. dotx.. very funny wor.. kaka.. Heex.. nth much le.. me sign off le.. nite nite..

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16th April 2005..Morning 17th April 2005

2005-04-17T16:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today.. went to eat the fried kuay tiao.. at the Lavender dere.. 1 of his favourite and my favourite nor.. hahax.. dotx... Nth much nor.. jus had nice food nor.. After tat.. went to Dhoby Ghaut to buy the movie tickets for The Pacifier.. After tat.. walked to Orchard.. went to OG.. nt bad.. saw some handbags.. and all.. u noe the usual fashion accessories.. hahax.. Thn went to Heeren.. bough another pink scrungy and 4 rubber bands.. hahax.. Thn went to Cineleisure.. b4 tat.. went to buy Chocolate Chip Blizzard.. at Orange Julius.. its nice.. Thn went to More Than Words.. Yvonne.. hmm.. was on the fone.. dun tink its much of a good thing nor.. haix.. like see her so sad like tat.. haix.. Thn went to see games.. dun haf the games tat he wanted.. so okie nor.. we went hm.. go hm.. orh orh again.. Went to mit mummy at around 7.00pm nor.. waited for daddy to come out frm swimming complex.. already 7.40pm like tat.. Went to Lavender Foodcourt.. thn went for movies.. Dhoby Ghaut de carpark was packed... hahax.. Thn we manage to gt a parking space, and we went dwn to casio.. ate the Octopus ball.. hahax.. quite nice.. heex.. Thn went to watch the movie.. hmm.. it was really funny nor.. hahax.. enjoyed it.. hahax.. after tat was around 11.10pm le.. Went to Bukit Timah to eat ice cream prata.. hahax.. kor kor ate mee siam.. dear ate 2 kosong prata, mummy ate 1 tissue prata & Audrey ate 1 tissue prata.. hahax.. + drinks also nor.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn kor kor fetch dear hm.. thn nw arh.. at home nor.. fresh.. cos i finished showering le.. heex.. Haix.. tml he cnt pei me.. cos he nida go do duty.. sad.. haix.. anywaex.. nth much le.. i tink tml i will stay at home and do my HW ba.. hahax.. dotx.. Nt yet do wor.. kaka =P... Nite Nite..

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16th April 2005

2005-04-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

Ytd nv blog.. haix.. cos too tired.. ytd nth much nor.. haix.. Xin cried again.. i ask baby and Xin to walk.. and decide whn to stop.. i believe its the same concept tat u hafta decide whn to stop.. and try to forget thm.. haix.. i dunno.. anywaex.. nth much nor.. ytd baby wanna play netball.. and volleyball.. hahax.. Thn Mrs Wong lah.. she go play volleyball.. thn jus as we were bout to go back.. she ask us to pick up litter.. thn i was like Mrs Wong.. very bad leh.. We r bout to go hm.. thn u go ask us to pick up litter.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn i asked her for chocolate =P.. hahax.. Obviously she nv gif lah.. hahax.. Thn we go hm nor.. hahax.. Thn i was kinda tired nor.. go bathe le.. thn change the bloggie's template.. thn go for dinner wif mummy nor.. argued wif her nor.. haix.. thn today gonna watch Pacifier.. tonite.. hafta go buy tickets later.. at PS.. hahax.. dotx.. hmm.. nth much nor.. so sianx... hahax.. me go eat le.. bye bye.. probably blog tonite or tml ba.. bye bye..

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14th April 2005

2005-04-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

Today arh.. dotx.. nth much nor.. go to sch like tat nor.. hahax.. ask Dra to buy badge nor.. help baby to buy oso nor.. hahax.. like tat nor.. thn went for our class.. baby went for F&N.. Pretend tat she had sprained her wrist nor.. hahax.. surprising rite.. hahax.. Thn she no nid to cook for Os nor.. hahax.. Monday thn she cook.. hahax.. dotx.. thn me go for D&T.. nv do theory nor.. hahax.. dotx.. cher sent my file to Ms Lim.. the VP for inspection.. thn nt yet get back nor.. hahax.. Thn today.. hmm.. nth much nor.. went for Sc.. thn hafta stay back after sch for remedial nor.. Haix.. Thn nth nor.. after Self-study.. went to popular.. to buy pens nor.. hahax.. dotx.. toopid rite.. Thn nth le lor.. reach hm at around 6+pm like tat... thn wait for him to buy mum mum for me nor.. haix.. my leg still the same nor.. me feeling kinda restless.. i got no more energy le.. haix.. dunno le ba.. tml nida go to sch again.. haix.. heex.. nite nite mauckies.. orh orh..

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Sports Day

2005-04-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

Today.. Sports day nor.. hahax.. woke up at around 6.00am like tat.. Thn got ready and go Bedok to mit Yi Hang & Xin.. hahax.. dotx.. at control station.. i sms-ed YH to wait at the bus-stop wif Xin Xin.. cos easier mah.. dotx.. thn i nv see thm at the bus stop.. i tried calling YH.. and thn i took the escalator dwn.. going towards the MRT.. thn Xin Xin called me =P.. Heex.. say me too blur nor.. nv see thm.. hahax.. really kinda true.. hahax.. dotx.. After tat.. we walked dere.. on the way to Bedok Stadium.. went to 7-eleven.. bought oreo cookies.. thn about to continue walking to the stadium.. Baby caught up wif us nor.. hahax.. cos she was suppose to mit us at 6.45am also mah..But she woke up late.. hahax.. thn ended up.. we go ourselves nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. Thn we walk together to the stadium.. reached dere at around 7.20am.. Thn i go to my hse.. hahax.. thn i ended up hafta run for 100m , 400m (sub 4 Yu Xuan), 4 X 100m & 4 X 400m relay... haix.. thn so stupid nor.. haix.. it was 400m first nor... thn me tried to run.. but thn dere was an excruciating pain in my thigh.. n i really slowed dwn alot.. and tried to continue all the way to the end nor.. i ended up the second last.. haix.. thn 100m.. i continued.. only 4 events away.. Haix.. wanted to beat tat toopid Wan Yi de.. end up.. the pain.. stopped me frm winning her.. haix.. I got in last.. lucky i got baby, xuan, dra to hold me.. to the first aid corner.. haix.. it was real hell.. i backed out frm the relays.. haix.. Xin & baby.. dun wan me to run nor.. hahax.. cos my leg like tat liaox lor.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn i sat at the competitor's area to rest nor.. BB came.. hahax.. but stupid Johnny Joseph chased him away.. idiot de leh!!! Stupid!!! Thn haix.. Shawn wanna drop out of sch.. i hope he noes wat his doing nor.. haix.. Anywaex.. after the event.. went to Paya Lebar.. took bus 24.. took the same bus wif Lincoln, Darren, Jing Ying, Zhun Mun, Lionel.. hahax.. they got dwn 1 stop b4 us.. thn after tat.. we got dwn at Paya Lebar.. went to eat Long John Silver.. actually suppose to cook de.. but ended up eating at LJS.. cos too tired to cook wor.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn after tat.. go my hse nor.. bathe le.. thn go out again.. hahax.. Xin & baby played wif Nel Nel nor.. hahax.. Thn we went out to Bugis.. hahax.. baby..went to the shop at the bus stop dere to bus sth to munch nor.. she bought me & Xin a lollipop.. hahax.. thn she ate pocky.. cos dun haf the flavour tat she wans.. hahax.. took bus 133.. Saw a lady.. like ghost like tat.. her face super pale nor!!! hahax.. dotx.. Thn we went to take neoprints.. hahax.. wan it thn ask frm me nor.. hahax.. dotx.. provided i scan le mah =P.. heex.. thn nth much le lor.. vacuumed the floor and all.. nw dear come liaox.. me go mum mum le.. nite nite.. muackies..

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12th April 2005

2005-04-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

Guess wat? Yep.. today nv go to sch again.. hahax.. dotx.. =P.. Cos leg muscle ache mah.. thn me and Xiu say already.. today on dun go sch mah.. dotx.. Tml is Sports' Day le.. haix.. sianx leh.. dunno whether to run or nt.. dun feel like running.. Haix.. so sianx.. hahax.. dotx.. Today arh.. nth much nor.. hahax.. Woke up at around 11.30am like tat nor.. Watch the School For Seduction.. kinda sad.. kinda draggy also lah.. hahax.. Watched it wif Audrey.. I ate breakfast tat mummy bought.. she oso ate nor.. hahax.. thn after tat.. she leave the hse nor... thn today nth much nor.. only thing is tat.. Toopid Joel went to spread things bout baby(xiu) nor.. say she ran the last.. So wat.. Lucky daddy and Xiang helped her.. say tat if he runs also maybe the last.. hahax.. dotx.. Quite true also nor.. dotx.. Anywaex.. today nth much nor.. Dear nv come over cos of the com monitor nor.. Spoil mah.. haix.. actually suppose to go wif him de.. end up nv.. his mum pei him go.. haix.. sianx.. thn today he nv come nor.. Haix.. Nw toking to me on the fone =P.. heex.. dotx.. bleah.. Kaka.. heex.. nth much le lor.. better go slp le.. tml still wanna go out de.. kaka.. nida wear skirt again.. heex.. =P..

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11th April 2005

2005-04-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today.. went to sch as usual.. Dotx... didnt bother to take out the earrings.. but manage to get through it.. hahax.. dotx.. kaka.. hmm.. Xavier start toking to me le.. im glad for tat =).. Thanx Xav.. if ur reading tis.. Today during PE suppose to run 6 rounds de.. but me, Xuan and Xiu nida run 1 round cos taking part in running during the sports heats mah.. dotx.. hahax.. thn we did some sprinting.. thn though the muscle still ache.. but its nt tat bad lah.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn straight away went for recess.. Thn go up to class.. borrowed Xiu's muscle relief.. was quite okie lah.. had Chem lesson.. after Chem.. thn went for Sports Heats nor.. actually suppose to do Shortput only.. Thn i told Cass tat i wanna run.. put me in for 100m.. i went in.. and i actually got 2nd for tat.. but i tot tat is only jus luck.. probably i cn perform better w/o my muscle aches ba.. hahax.. dotx.. torn my ligament i guess.. it jus hurt so much.. after the run.. i did Shortput.. and i noe its a goner.. cos its nt good at all.. Haix.. thn i sub tat Yvonne for 200m also.. But neva run.. cos it rained.. so im gonna run on Sports Day itself.. no choice.. Hope tat i recover ba =).. Heex.. at least lemme get it done and through.. i dun wish to hurt anymore.. Anywaex.. me and Xiu nt going to sch tml.. hahax.. Leg pain.. tink Xin kinda pissed off.. but sorry Xin.. really very tired and it hurts.. but the thing is tat im gonna rest.. wed.. hafta run.. haix.. wish me luck.. m afraid tat i would fail.. hahax.. dotx.. anywaex.. nth much to blog today.. so its gonna b short.. hahax.. dotx.. good nite.. Life is neva the way u wan it all the time.. its jus hw u live it.. =)..

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Sunday - 10th April 2005

2005-04-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

Today.. Sunday le.. tml got sports heats.. today.. at around 8+am.. BB called me.. ask me to go dwn to Lot 1 to pei him wait for tat Cyndi Wang Xin Ling arh.. hahax.. dotx.. i said after buying the computer monitor nor.. hahax.. Dotx.. cos dear's computer monitor spoil le.. so nida go Sim Lim Square to buy it nor.. at around 11+am.. Went to Sim Lim Square.. bought the monitor le.. thn go to his hse nor.. took a cab.. tink sprained his back nor.. thn it hurts.. We went to TPY to eat again.. KFC.. very sianx de nor.. hahax.. thn go home.. slp a while thn go meet mummy.. thn after meeting mummy went to Bugis to eat nor.. Ate Teppanyaki.. Heex.. quite okie nor.. thn bought some *ahem* Heex.. undergarments.. thn i wanna buy billabong cap de nor.. thn mummy ask me to save it myself thn buy myself.. toopid rite ! Haix.. Thn its tat.. he kip hitting my shoulder to call me to tok to me.. i jus dun like ppl to hit on my shoulder.. thn he ask me wat happen.. i say i dun like ppl to hit me on the shoulder.. summore so hot nor.. Why cnt bus shelters haf air cons.. idiot de nor.. wateva.. thn i jus kinda pissed off.. he also kinda pisssed off.. i guess its rite lah.. he dun like ppl like me who dun listen to anyone at all.. All i neo is to get into trouble.. and neva outta it.. Im jus someone who creates lotsa trouble.. neva to resolve it.. but to only fight all the time.. I dun tink i even match anyone nor.. Im practically sick nw.. Im dwn wif a serious cold.. tml got sports heats.. i jus wanna gif up.. i really dun wanna go on anymore.. im under lotsa pressure and stress.. i wanna do well for my Os.. No matter wat.. i jus wan to get into the course tat i wan.. i dun wan to suffer much anymore.. i wanna gif up on everything le.. im practically brking dwn.. im fragile.. i cn neva withstand hardship.. I jus wanna gif up.. i really dun wanna carry on anymore.. Im tired.. Pls i beg of u.. lemme go.. i really dun wanna go on le.. Im jus stress and brking dwn.. i really wish i cn jus jump off the building and end it all.. and time will seems to pause rite dere and neva move on.. I jus wan him to go on.. at least kip those precious memories in a part of his hrt where he will alwaex rmb.. i really am tired.. i dun wanna go tis long journey anymore.. i wanna rest.. foreva.. lying dwn on the bed and close my eyes.. neva to open again.. life's a long journey.. but i dun tink i would like to travel tis journey.. its full of hardship and misery.. Humans.. will neva luv... we will neva learn to treasure wats around us till we lose it.. Its true.. i dun tink i wanna do anything le.. i jus wanna stop and end it all.. tis min.. tis sec.. Jus leave me alone.. i wanna go back to my own little world of darkness again.. im only someone whose laughing and all on the outside.. but i dun eva show my sadness on the inside.. no one will eva understand me.. no one will.. Im jus another cheerful and happy go lucky gal.. who gets wat i wan.. so wat.. it doesnt matter does it? It doesnt i guess.. Its nt import whether i live or nt.. Its only a matter of time.. Time heals everything isnt it? Tats wat everyone says.. I really dun wanna listen anymore.. i probably shouldnt get into such shit.. whn i dun even listen to wat ppl say huh? Probably ba.. im really confuse nw.. i jus wanna die.. close my eyes and neva open it foreva.. good nite..

Signing off
PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR

9th April 2005

2005-04-10T14:11:00.000+08:00

Today arh.. already 9th wor.. hahax.. dotx.. its fast yea..i noe.. lotsa things haf changed.. in just 4 months.. Neva expected it to happen.. but it jus came without any warnings at all.. Its surprising.. Haix.. Its sad to tink back of the past.. its nt wat everyone wanted.. its jus so unexpected.. Haix.. Life is jus so unpredictable huh? It is jus so fast.. everything happens for a reason..everything is jus so fast.. Hahax.. Like angel.. frm frenx to nw wat? Strangers? I dun even noe at all.. I dun tink i wanna noe also.. its nt tat we r nt sad.. though we r sad.. its better nt to show it.. Why must frenx b like tis? Izzit meant to b? I wonder.. I dun even noe.. i dun tink i cn even get the answer.. maybe one day.. maybe.. only maybe.. i will find out the answer.. Today.. woke up at 10am like tat.. went to brush my teeth all these.. and change.. went to meet Xiu.. at Toa Payoh.. hahax.. end up.. Stadium got some sch using for Sports' Day.. hahax.. dotx.. thn we took MRT to Bishan.. hahax.. went to Breadtalk to get some bread.. and proceed to find out wheres the stadium nor.. hahax.. dotx.. rite.. hahax.. Thn we actually spend most of the time looking and finding wheres the 100m nor... cos we wanna sprint the 100m de mah.. but cnt find.. so we spend most of the time looking for it nor.. hahax.. dotx.. after tat.. was around 12+pm or 1+pm like tat.. Ms Leong sms-ed Xiu.. telling her tat she wans her coursework nor.. hahax.. But the thing is tat.. Ms Leong lost Xiu's coursework de nor.. thn Xiu argued wif her on the fone nor... But luckily her floppy disk is inside her bag nor.. So she came over to do nor... She wrote out the time plan.. thn me do the whole table for her.. quite okie nor.. thn we go Kovan.. pass it to Ms Leong.. summore Ms Leong dun stay in HDB flat nor!! She stay in a hse nor!!! Surprising leh!!! Hahax.. she dun seem tat type who lives in a hse nor.. hahax.. me crazy le.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn after tat.. we go to Aljunied to fetch Xin Xin.. thn b4 tat.. Xiu was hungry.. so we went to get some bubbletea.. but waited quite long nor.. cos the Uncle took his bloody own sweet time nor.. kinda frustrating nor.. hahax.. Thn after tat.. was in the canteen.. trying to find out whether the dancers haf finished their dance or nt nor.. thn suddenly Teck came in.. haix.. She was kinda devastated.. haix.. cos she tot of the times they had together again.. while the dancers were "trapped" in the shaw hall.. Thn Teck opened the door for thm.. it was nt locked.. but only closed.. hahax.. dotx.. thn she went to the bench to cry.. me and Xin jus left her alone to cry and sort her feelings out.. Haix.. life's like tat rite.. its nth good.. hahax.. Thn suddenly Xiu wanted to go hm.. So ok nor.. we let her go home.. cos we feel tat if tats her decision.. thn let her b nor.. haix.. cnt interfere too much wif her life.. she haf to make her own decisions.. haix.. Thn me and Xin went to bishan to mit dear nor.. hahax.. Thn we went to eat.. so crowded wor.. hahax..
We waited for seats nor.. after eating.. thn we went to 77th street.. i went to buy ear studs.. was kinda lack of it nor.. hahax.. Thn after tat.. nth much.. sent Xin hm.. thn me go hm.. thn dear go hm nor.. nw already 11.05pm.. kinda tired nor.. Haix.. but the thing is tat life is jus so unexpected huh? U tot u will nv rmb wat happened btw.. But whn u jus face him/her.. u jus find urself rmbing everything tat eva happened.. frm the happy memories to the sad memories.. It will nv go off.. it will actually stay in ur mind foreva.. The thing is tat.. whether ur hurt deeply or only hurt deep enough for u to heal... it all depends on urself.. Whether u allow it to hurt u so deep to the extent of nt recovering anymore.. or the the extent where u decided tat enough is enough and ur gonna get on wif life and b happy.. cos u noe tat u will find someone whose much much much better and will luv u so much more.. thn him/her.. It is nt worth broading over the past.. wats gone is gone.. if u wan him back... ask him back.. Accept him for who he is.. Neva change him.. U will nv noe wat he will turn out to b.. in the future.. Luv is totally unexpected.. it is nt meant to b understand... it is meant to b felt.. It is nt the end if someone broke ur hrt.. it is the start of a new live.. to experience new luv and all.. Nite Nite..

Signing Off
PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR

8th April 2005

2005-04-09T14:58:00.000+08:00

Today arh.. already 8th liaox.. hahax..dotx.. ytd nv blog nor.. hahax.. why? Cos i sick mah..nt feeling well.. Ytd went to sch in the morning quite okie nor.. hahax.. thn normal lah.. hahax.. everything went kinda well hahax.. but the thing is tat during D&T period hafta do 20 push-ups.. Why? Cos nv bring the worksheet file nor.. toopid rite.. hand pain pain.. Thn went back to class.. Xiu and Xin was waiting in class le.. Thn Alicia joined us for recess ytd nor.. as usual.. she ate the slowest and finished the last.. Haix.. Thn during eng lesson.. Angel gave out worksheets nor.. hahax.. Thn i jus say i no nid.. cos i took it myself le.. thn she go slam it on Hong Yun's table and thn took 1 away.. Stupid nor.. thn i told Xiu and Xin... tat so buay kum wan.. thn dun gif lah.. gif until so buay kum wan.. bin chao chao.. Hahax.. thn she went back to her seat.. slam the table.. thn Xiang told her tat Dickson gave her $100 thn she jus dun care and continue to do her things.. thn later.. the note was on the floor.. Xiang go pick it up thn put it on the table.. she so unwilling to put sth onto it.. thn throw it away nor.. haix... thn it dropped on the floor again.. Xuan go pick it up and thn put sth heavy onto it.. thn i sms-ed Xiu.. saying tat she should thank me for making her blood circulation flow in her body nor.. cos me make her angry.. hahax.. dotx.. Thn during Sc class... Ms Ng say tat deres extra lesson.. thn Kuan Yu.. argued wif her.. he said tat he wanna make it earlier.. Ms Ng say tat his selfish.. thn he argued tat human are selfish.. face it to the reality.. Human r selfish creatures.. hahax.. true enough ba.. hahax.. me getting into depression? Im nt even sure.. Hahax.. thn later.. went out to the coffeeshop to haf lunch.. was kinda difficult.. cos trying to lose A away nor.. hahax.. finally did it.. we sneaked out through pri sch.. we dun wan her to follow us.. cos she toks non stop.. and laughs at her own joke.. even though whn its nt funny at all! Weird huh.. Thn at the coffeeshop.. saw 4 guys hahax.. 1 guy we say tat his leg very hairy =P.. heex.. i noe very mean lah.. hahax.. me finish the food.. nt really finish lah.. hahax.. its tat.. really very full mah.. thn Xin & Xiu say me everytime dun finish food de leh.. hahax.. thn later we went back to sch after buying bubbletea nor.. hahax.. went for extra class le.. thn go for Self Study nor.. thn after tat.. i pei Xin to go buy the dao hui for her bro thn pei her walk hm.. Thn like tat nor.. thn ytd got kinda frustrated and serious mood swings haix.. thn he put me to slp.. Today.. i nv go sch.. cos still sick.. thn woke up at around 10+ am -11+ am like tat nor.. Thn brought Chanel for grooming.. thn me, mummy, jie jie and kor kor go Geylang Lor 35 dere wanting to eat the curry fish head but ended up close.. so ate duck rice nor.. haix.. Thn i ended up taking bus home myself.. cos mummy was rushing to teach swimming.. but actually she gave me money to take cab home... but thn me take bus wor.. thn i go 7-eleven to buy some snacks.. thn nth liaox lor.. at around 4.30pm.. the guy send Chanel home nor.. thn after tat.. nth le.. at around 7.30pm like tat me go mit *him* in AMK nor.. hahax.. dotx.. came back at around 10.25pm like tat.. thn nw still like tat nor.. the site has been dwn for the whole day.. finally nw cn use.. hahax.. happy nor.. heex.. nth much le.. me sign off le..

Signing Off
PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR

6th April 2005

2005-04-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

Today arh..is Daddy's bday nor..heex..hmm..today mummy fetch me to sch today nor..thn she see the traffic got improve or nt nor..hahax..dotx.. Heex.. Thn today arh..heex..normal nor.. Today go see tat Mr Jaya mah..heex.. cos mummy wans his email add nor..hahax..so she cn write him the email tat she wanna complain to the LTA (Land Transport Authority) Thn me go back to class nor..heex.. Mrs Goh was teaching CME nor..heex..Thn she gave hw nor..hahax.. Mrs Lee's class thn do nth much nor..hahax..dotx.. Thn go for recess.. Thn after tat..went for D&T class.. Xin went for her art thn go for her Dance SYF..thn she nt coming back to class nor..thn Xiu come back..angry.. cos tat stupid Ms Leong..nor..took her paper tinking tat she was studying for wordpower test nor.. thn during Phys..we go Physics lab nor.. Cher gave out the Physics Test..heex..i passed!!! Though i got 8/15.. i still pass!!! Heex.. so happy.. heex..but me study the toopid wordpower..cnt even get anything into tat freaking brains of mine nor!!! Argh..so frustrating u noe..thn end up..after class.. me and Xiu wanted to go out to the coffeshop to eat our lunch..thn dun wanna call Alicia..thn she wanna follow us nor..heex..thn was kinda pissed in a way nor..Thn we say wanna go Paya Lebar..eat Long John Silver hoping tat she will nt follow us nor..cos she cnt stop toking nor.. heex..thn end up.. at around 2.10pm.. me, Xuan, & Xiu eat finish le..thn we ask Alicia to eat faster nor..thn she ended up eating slowly..we left Long John at 2.15pm nor.. By the time we reach sch..we were late for Wordpower test.. ran all the way up... The test was really difficult.. Thn after tat..went to look for Xin Xin in the shaw hall..she was dancing nor..we were looking for tat Tiffany see whether izzit like wat xiang and Qian say de..her tummy big =P..heex.. It was really true nor..hahax..thn after tat..we cnt stand it anymore..we went to the Canteen.. Daddy was bz filing his stupid worksheets nor..thn me go look for tat Mr Zairo.. tinking of doing my D&T.. thn end up he was nt there.. thn nth nor..i went back to the canteen.. thn ask Xiu to go buy bubbletea wif me at the coffeeshop there nor..Heex.. Thn after tat help Mrs Ng.. flag for a cab nor.. heex.. Thn after tat heavy rain nor..heex.. Thn Xin came dwn at around 5.55pm like tat nor..hahax.. so we decided to wait unil the rain stops nor..thn help her to clean away the tatoo nor..hahax..dotx.. it was hand drawn by Mrs Tan.. Hahax..thn we left at around 6.30pm nor.. Me took MRT to Kallang thn take bus 853.. heex.. dunno why.. today lotsa officers in Kallang leh..heex..dotx... Thn after tat..come home le..me go bathe..thn wait for daddy and Dear to come nor.. Thn later Dear come liaox.. Mummy called.. ask us to go dwnstairs nor.. Heex.. Thn we went dwnstairs to mit daddy, kor kor, jie jie and mummy nor.. thn we went to the No signboard to eat nor..heex.. thn came home nor..heex..thn nw toking to meh meh yang nor..heex.. Piggy nv reply me..saddie.. somemore vampy nv come online.. vampy is suppose to tell me hu u like..dotx.. Heex.. Vampy rmb okie!!!

Signing off
PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR

5th April 2005

2005-04-06T03:05:00.000+08:00

Today..already 5th April le..me today nv go to sch nor..cos ytd walked under the rain and caught a cold nw nor..hahax..thn tml got Wordpower test..haix..scary..thn my history test nt yet do wor..ytd got back chi test paper..no good nor..haix..26.5/100.. I dun even believe it nor..me study so hard le..end up got tis leh!!! Haix..dun care..no matter wat..me must try all my best..to do it!!! Argh..hahax..anywaex..ytd morning arh.. the stupid gate auntie nor..controlling the primary school de..she stopped a car frm entering the sch..thn expect the car to make a 3 point turn and thn turn out..but theres so many pri sch kids nor!!! Wat if knock into 1 of the kids leh!! Whose gonna b responsible.. Somemore the auntie so irresponsible stand there and tok to the cleaner whn the car is making the turn..She dunno hw to ask the kids to move meh!!! like tat de arh! Anywaex..mummy turned into the carpark..she jus let mummy in nor..mummy went to pri sch complain..thn me go to sch nor..hahax.. Thn the Mr Lim talked to us bout the Adam Khoo workshop de nor..so stupid..thn went back to class..got the test paper back..after tat was the Maths lesson.. quite okie nor..thn go for PE.. Xiu needa run 6 rounds nor..hahax..cos above 18 mins mah..so she must run..hahax..thn i nid to run 2 rounds nia..but me still pei Xiu run nor..6 rounds..hahax..she managed to get it within 17 mins nor..her timing was 17.17..quite nice..hahax..thn okie nor..thn it was raining we were all drenched in the rain..hahax..thn we slowly walk to the canteen..thn we went up to the class..cos Xiu wanna change..Xin and Xiu went to change..cos wet nor..hahax.. thn like tat nor..me nv change cos suppose to haf Sports Heats..but end up cancelled cos of the stupid rain nor.. But it was kinda cold ytd nor..hahax..thn okie nor..after tat..we had lunch..Xin went to DM room..cos of the Self Study nor..she has got dance so cnt attend Self Study nor..so okie nor..Bought some food for her..and waited for her..thn i went to the DM room..thn wait for her nor..hahax..thn after tat..she went for her Dance..me, Xiu, Xuan and Alicia..went to class to take our bags..thn i called Mrs Swee..telling her tat i cn make it for the piano..she said okie..thn actually i wanted to leave at around 2.45pm..thn Xuan, Xiu and Alicia ask me to leave at 3pm nor..thn me say okie..hahax..thn okie le..thn i left at around 3.05pm like tat..hahax..went to the bus stop..saw Licia..hahax..the sec 1 gal..hahax..she kinda cute..didnt knew tat she's Jonathan's sis..the prefect..the sissy boy..heex =P..heex..Thn we took the same bus walk the same way..hahax.. Knew lotsa things bout her..hahax..nt bad..hahax..thn went to piano.. cher say..next week piano change to 5pm nor..hahax..lucky nor..me no nid to rush so much nor..or nt i really die wor!!! hahax..dotx.. kaka.. Anywaex..ytd went home..thn look for blogskins.. end up the database sth wrong nor..so me hafta wait nor..thn me caught a cold..was so cold ytd nor..was practically wrapped up nor..hahax..Thn nth much nor.. He bought Mac for me to mum mum..heex.. Ytd he was like so cold to me nor..thn he say cos he stomach uncomfortable..and feel like vomitting...haix..worried for him nor.. dunno hw..thn mummy jus called..saying tat she is going to the secondary school to complain bout the gate cos they r sharing the gate..hahax..let thm do it nor..hahax..dotx..i dun bother..=p..heex..nth much le..me go do my history le..

Signing off
PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR

4th April 2005

2005-04-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

Today arh..hahax..nth jus testing first..later..thn really blog nor..hahax..

3rd April 2005

2005-04-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

Today arh..Created my new bloggie nor..kaka..hahax..nth much..jus went out wif dear..thn watch The Spongebob Squarepants the movie..its funny and nice nor..hahax..Hmm..weird huh..today a rainy day nor..hahax..thn nth much..went out..went to bugis after the movie..thn decided to call Vera..but she going to Tampines to repair her fone nor.. So decided to call Ah Teck nor..thn he came dwn..we went to eat at BK..thn go Sim Lim Square to look at some monitors thn we went back to Bugis..tinking whether to play pool or to go Orchard to walk..hahax..we thn ended up walking frm Orchard to Dhoby Ghaut..thn sat at the Starbucks Coffee..until around 11.10pm like tat nor..thn go home..hahax..thn me and Dear..went to accompany Tech to the North South line nor..hahax..thn nth much le lor..thn me wait for Dear's bus to come thn me slowly walk home frm bus stop nor.. nth much le nor..nite nite..

Signing Off
PrInCeSs^ZhU^zHu AkA bErBeR